Message from @Lou

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2020-04-03 21:52:57 UTC  

But just imagine where things would be if Adam and Eve left that tree alone.

2020-04-03 21:53:46 UTC  

Sorry had t to eat

2020-04-03 21:53:46 UTC  

GG @Svea Rike, you just advanced to level 11!

2020-04-03 21:54:09 UTC  

don't worry πŸ˜„

2020-04-03 21:54:09 UTC  

GG @Lou, you just advanced to level 2!

2020-04-03 21:55:21 UTC  

Gender defects basically means the whole spectrum. Like what you said is 1 to having different parts and many other things.

2020-04-03 21:56:28 UTC  

So the early puberty what made you have issues?

2020-04-03 21:57:42 UTC  

actually, when i was 6 years old I sometimes cry a whole night just because of my body

2020-04-03 21:58:04 UTC  

What gender are you biologically

2020-04-03 21:58:10 UTC  

male

2020-04-03 21:58:49 UTC  

and Im currently in transition

2020-04-03 21:59:22 UTC  

So what made you self conscious about yourself? Had puberty affected you at that time?

2020-04-03 22:03:29 UTC  

I always hated the thing that I was a boy, but when my puberty start (at 9 years old) I was destroy inside because I saw me become a men.

2020-04-03 22:04:16 UTC  

Oh I see. So what did you not like about being a boy?

2020-04-03 22:12:51 UTC  

I can't answer properly because I also don't know why, but I can say that I was seeing me like a girl and don't recognise me as boy, in my dream I was a normal girl, and I had a behaviour pretty girly, all my friends was girl...
and I also can say that see me as a boy with a boy body made me sick, I was depressed and i was in bad things like scarification to compensate.

2020-04-03 22:13:27 UTC  

(I really have to improve my english XD, its so hard to learn a language)

2020-04-03 22:20:51 UTC  

Your English is good just some grammar lol. So if I may ask how old are you? With a decision like this it impacts you for your life. There is a thing in puberty where because of the increase in male hormones, the female hormones increase as well, but that seems unlikely in your case since this started before puberty.

2020-04-03 22:22:33 UTC  

I came out when as was 14 but now Im 17

2020-04-03 22:25:23 UTC  

yeah of course I dont wanna be like these trans people who regret their transition

2020-04-03 22:27:59 UTC  

Ok so you have thought about this decision? Yeah I've seen those people I know that this is a tough decision but in all reality I would try praying I know you don't believe but just try. Has your puberty ended already?

2020-04-03 22:33:45 UTC  

yes my puberty is ended already. But for the moment, I haven't done anything irreversible yet, I prefer to wait because Im afraid.

2020-04-03 22:34:50 UTC  

but I don't want to live with my gender distoria anymore

2020-04-03 22:35:20 UTC  

So I think I will take a decision this year

2020-04-03 22:35:35 UTC  

Yeah that's the thing. So when did you want to transition more when you were 14 or now. Also have you talked to anyone about this like a counselor?

2020-04-03 22:39:45 UTC  

because of my background my parents tried to change that, so I already saw a lot of professional in psychiatry, and a few pastor.

2020-04-03 22:49:14 UTC  

So are you sure this is the action you want to take? Just remember that this is permanent and back to a religious standpoint, not God approved

2020-04-03 22:50:32 UTC  

If this is what you truly want no one can really stop you, but I know that the pain caused by the gender distoria is hard to deal with

2020-04-03 22:57:18 UTC  

no, I'm not sure sure, but I know that I can't support the current situation anymore, that's why Im confuse.
you're exactly the type of person that I need, Im so glad to meet someone like you, generally I cant talk with LGBT because they encourage me but I also cant talk with a lot of religious because they don't respect me.
thank you.

2020-04-03 22:58:54 UTC  

Thank you that's so nice!

2020-04-03 22:59:58 UTC  

Just remember no matter what you do if you turn to God no matter what you did he will accept you, and so should religious people.

2020-04-03 23:02:36 UTC  

But if your not sure, then in my opinion go to the safe side. In most cases of hard decisions the safe side is better. I know that the pain is difficult but try to talk to your friends about it and people you trust.

2020-04-03 23:06:01 UTC  

Thank you very much, maybe you will make a difference in my choice πŸ™‚

2020-04-03 23:06:01 UTC  

GG @Lou, you just advanced to level 3!

2020-04-03 23:07:01 UTC  

I'm happy to helpπŸ‘

2020-04-04 06:06:12 UTC  

Lol

2020-04-04 06:06:19 UTC  

Pastor Svea Rike

2020-04-04 14:57:44 UTC  

Oof

2020-04-06 19:37:38 UTC  

πŸ‘οΈ

2020-04-09 07:45:40 UTC  

>trying to DDOS during corona times.

2020-04-09 12:39:51 UTC  

convert to catholicism.