The ones here in Tennessee actually want to help people afaik

The point I was making was understood.

Talking it out helps in general a lot of times. Could be to a house plant even

Not really.

Sometimes you just have to run through your problems out loud or put them on paper to see them differently

I don't have anyone. The only person I felt comfortable sharing shit like this to is gone.

Talk to your parents man.

I don't feel comfortable talking to them.

Be like skin.

No.

It's uncomfortable.

Then you are willfully putting yourself in a woeful situation.

It will be hard at first but things get easier

Otherwise, if you don't go and seek help to people who do care about you, you will regret it when they are gone.

As explained before, putting myself in uncomfortable situations has never paid off

They're your parents

They gave birth to you.

Allowed you to become *alive*

Yeah, and I loooove being alive don't I?

Seriously.

Seek professional help. That's all I've got.

If you feel like you have nothing left to lose, then really... Why not do the things you are too afraid to do?

Because if I won't gain anything from putting myself into uncomfortable situations, why should I?

Because why not? If you have nothing to lose, then you have everything to gain.

If the outcome is the same, why would anyone choose discomfort over comfort?

If I offered you $100 to sit in either a comfortable chair, or a chair covered in thumbtacks. Which chair would you sit in?

You don't know the outcome

But I do.

You think you do.

No matter my effort, no matter what I do, life will fuck me

So if I'm getting fucked either way, why should I make myself uncomfortable in the process?

You haven't even lived life enough to know that. You're taking the path of least resistance.

Do you know what insanity is?

No risk no reward

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, expecting a different result.

Can you be honest with yourself and say you really are trying though?

I would be insane to continue to put effort into something I know won't work

Insanity is you taking the path of least resistance, sulking, and not moving anywhere when you wish you were.

That's all assumption based. You can't achieve anything without work.

I've already explained

I've "done the work" it didn't get me anywhere