rebuilding-the-man

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2018-09-06 14:34:34 UTC

what I know now

2018-09-06 14:34:53 UTC

oh but the journey wouldnt be the same ;P

2018-09-06 14:35:01 UTC

exactly

2018-09-06 14:35:03 UTC

seems like it would be good in our mind

2018-09-06 14:35:04 UTC

worth it

2018-09-06 14:35:36 UTC

but idk. theres an exchange for everything. if u knew what u did then that u know now. then ppl around u might consider u insane.

2018-09-06 14:35:57 UTC

might be a horrible experience xD

2018-09-06 14:36:50 UTC

oh man they think I am insane already

2018-09-06 14:37:01 UTC

same outcome either way I guess

2018-09-06 14:37:30 UTC

haha it has been entertaining

2018-09-06 14:37:41 UTC

@TheSatireGames My last ex had a nightmare about his Mom and told me that one day, he was hanging with his Mom and she was talking to him about stuff. He wanted to tell her to shut up and stop talking.

2018-09-06 14:37:55 UTC

lool

2018-09-06 14:38:09 UTC

Their (the twins) father wasn't in the picture.

2018-09-06 14:38:19 UTC

makes sense

2018-09-06 14:38:49 UTC

They met him last year. They both grew up dirt poor and the Mom brought in different dudes.

2018-09-06 14:39:16 UTC

ahh children of the lie

2018-09-06 14:39:27 UTC

They were raised by their grandfather

2018-09-06 14:39:29 UTC

ya I seen that b4. Makes you evil

2018-09-06 14:40:13 UTC

dreams are fantasy fulfillment

2018-09-06 14:40:17 UTC

i was actually one of those types. luckily that changed when i was 20

2018-09-06 14:40:37 UTC

me too

2018-09-06 14:41:08 UTC

dem cows lol. and when i saw jessies videos it went along with everything i beleived. i been watchin his stuff for over 6 yrs?

2018-09-06 14:41:15 UTC

Well... this sounds bad too but I am 34 and my ex is 29. Big mistake dating someone younger.

2018-09-06 14:41:16 UTC

I checked of the family at 17, and moved out. I didnt snap out of it til I was 29

2018-09-06 14:41:37 UTC

ya MOMMA FIT SASHA

2018-09-06 14:41:49 UTC

Hahahahha ๐Ÿ˜‚

2018-09-06 14:42:04 UTC

funny say DEM bc momma was a democrat too

2018-09-06 14:42:18 UTC

I been watching since 2014

2018-09-06 14:42:34 UTC

you would have to pry their welfare check from their dead hands

2018-09-06 14:42:35 UTC

I got bad off after he brought head from KoRn in.

2018-09-06 14:42:42 UTC

HAHA

2018-09-06 14:43:03 UTC

I have dated guys older than me and younger than me.... all of them were soy boys.

2018-09-06 14:43:10 UTC

haha

2018-09-06 14:43:21 UTC

I am sorry

2018-09-06 14:43:21 UTC

looks for the ones who dont talk much. but u know arent crazy

2018-09-06 14:43:27 UTC

what does it say about U ๐Ÿ˜‰

2018-09-06 14:43:41 UTC

LURKn' pio ha

2018-09-06 14:43:42 UTC

she prob has no compass xD

2018-09-06 14:44:09 UTC

I dont know anything about dating, cant help

2018-09-06 14:44:33 UTC

I just woudl talk to a lady

2018-09-06 14:44:41 UTC

It's okay. I am good where I am right now.

2018-09-06 14:45:21 UTC

I forgave my family, just need to round it off with calling my father one more time.

2018-09-06 14:45:44 UTC

ahh i hope he answers

2018-09-06 14:45:50 UTC

there you go

2018-09-06 14:46:01 UTC

I left him a message and he didn't call me back.

2018-09-06 14:46:20 UTC

So I am just going to leave a forgivness message and call it a day.

2018-09-06 14:46:22 UTC

my father is in prison and i dont know wich one. so how do i forgive him

2018-09-06 14:47:00 UTC

just start calling around?

2018-09-06 14:47:06 UTC

thats what I did

2018-09-06 14:47:19 UTC

call one see if they have him listed or if they can find him listed

2018-09-06 14:47:50 UTC

have you found his arrest record yet?

2018-09-06 14:48:10 UTC

last time i heard he was transfered but didnt know where to. after that i kinda just went on didnt care bout it

2018-09-06 14:48:35 UTC

maybe his mother knows i havnt talked to her in years

2018-09-06 14:48:37 UTC

ya find out, that was my favorite part was tracking this guy down

2018-09-06 14:48:37 UTC

@TheSatireGames Do you know the last place he was at?

2018-09-06 14:48:43 UTC

florida

2018-09-06 14:48:50 UTC

idk where

2018-09-06 14:48:58 UTC

I started by hitting his moms up then sister...

2018-09-06 14:49:02 UTC

he was a crack head living in a suburban

2018-09-06 14:49:12 UTC

my ppl!

2018-09-06 14:49:15 UTC

If you know the area, then call the closest penitentiary.

2018-09-06 14:49:34 UTC

they have directories, here in Louisiana

2018-09-06 14:50:01 UTC

ill give my grandma a call this afternoon see wat she knows

2018-09-06 14:50:19 UTC

inmatesplus.com might be good I dunno

2018-09-06 14:50:53 UTC

I hope you find him! ๐Ÿ™

2018-09-06 14:51:52 UTC

eh just forgiveness. no intention of being friends. jut neutral at this point. maybe tell him to forgive his mother. and find a way to find forgiveness for his passed father

2018-09-06 14:52:37 UTC

I did that too. He still hates my mom with a passion haha.

2018-09-06 14:52:52 UTC

he hits me up once a week now. asking for pics and sstuff

2018-09-06 14:52:59 UTC

of muh kids

2018-09-06 14:53:12 UTC

xD single mothers dont have that persona cus thier mothers. it comes before motherhood. the veil just opens when stress is applied

2018-09-06 14:53:31 UTC

yas!

2018-09-06 14:53:36 UTC

they're** lol

2018-09-06 14:54:32 UTC

oooo sasha, I think you was the one who responded to me posting about my mom and sister throwing salt and shade on me for forgiving my dad.

2018-09-06 14:55:22 UTC

my mom started sending me 1 word messages yesterday, after a week.

2018-09-06 14:55:58 UTC

after she found out she sent message after message making fun of forgiveness

2018-09-06 14:56:04 UTC

total melt down

2018-09-06 14:56:37 UTC

It has been the best thing tho

2018-09-06 18:12:03 UTC

@csquare Yup I was there. She will come around eventually. Just let it go as you are doing right now. ๐Ÿ˜Š

2018-09-06 19:22:59 UTC

Ya thanks sasha u rite

2018-09-06 19:23:09 UTC

is timothy still alive PPF ?

2018-09-06 19:27:56 UTC
2018-09-06 19:32:06 UTC

Iโ€™m alive and well lol

2018-09-06 19:32:17 UTC

Thanks for asking ๐Ÿ˜

2018-09-06 20:04:40 UTC

WHEWF

2018-09-06 23:47:18 UTC

Look

2018-09-06 23:47:24 UTC

Iโ€™ve been busy lol

2018-09-07 14:28:14 UTC

hah all good, busy is good

2018-09-07 19:54:09 UTC

Worked the second half of the day working by myself operating a forklift, pulling and loading orders by hand, banding them, filling out paper work, and stacking them

2018-09-07 20:43:41 UTC

I'm being architect and Carpenter of a lot of different rooms right now in a warehouse type space. So much work it's been weeks and so much to do. I think I broke a rib. But that was more than a week ago now so feels a lot better. Looking forward to devoting more time to the ashram. But it does feel like compared to before that God is really kicking butt in my life right now.

2018-09-07 23:52:09 UTC

What is ashram? Does Jesse believe in ashram?

2018-09-08 09:37:15 UTC

are you offended by "dojo"?

2018-09-08 09:37:33 UTC

and are vegans kosher?

2018-09-08 09:39:18 UTC

here's some info. also, Jesse is an incarnation of God.

2018-09-08 09:40:20 UTC

also, is it ok with you guys if I use metaphor and stuff?

2018-09-08 09:40:56 UTC

/hybrid sarcasm

2018-09-08 09:45:03 UTC

Words have meaning and signifigance, but God is above words.

2018-09-08 09:46:39 UTC

God said "Abandon all varieties of religion and just surrender unto Me. I shall deliver you from all sinful reactions. Do not fear." in the Bhagavad Gita 18:66

2018-09-08 09:46:54 UTC

That was written about 2000 years before "hinduism" was invented

2018-09-08 10:04:43 UTC

The effort of Man to know God is beginningless, and must also be endless. It is the eternal way. The English word "Religion" says very very little to me. But there is an earlier word that is equivalent, and that word has a few different meanings, ranging from scientific to sociological. That word is "Dharma" That word is used differently by several different 'religions.' The word 'religion' does not evolve, it's a throwaway word without any useful context or application.

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