I lost my boy...

I'm so sorry...

Oh no

We're here with you

I'm sorry to hear that

I want to say something... something meaningful about the gods or something but honestly... I dont know what to say...

You don't need to say anything

You feel anger and sadness

You know I keep telling myself that if everything I believe about the gods is a lie and that the Christian God is truly the one true god... then he can go fuck himself...

Because he abandoned me a long time aho

*ago

And now I've lost my boy...

My son...

And I can't stop crying...

I would rather spend eternity in Hell than even a second in his bullshit heaven

Vent

You need to

Emma and I were having a lot of problems in our relationship... but I accepted it... when she told me that she was pregnant with our son... I thought maybe it was a chance to... idk... but it felt good... and now... now my heart and soul feel like ash

I've done nothing but cry

I feel the gods trying to offer my some sort of comfort... some watching from a distance... mourning as I do... but there is nothing that even Mimír could say with all his knowledge and council that could grant me peace...

I feel as though the world is once again on autopilot... I have grown to have a love hate relationship with this feeling...

Because it means that this is a point in time that is fixed... I have no choice but to go through this...

This is my fate... so be it... may my son be taken into the arms of the valkyries

And what do you want to do in this moment?

Or what will you do?

What I want to do is to mourn

And what I will do is call my SSgt, tell him I won't be at PT today... and then mourn...

Didn't know you were at the military

Army? Marines?

I'm in the delayed entry for the Marines

They didn't know about the pregnancy

We found out after I had signed the paperwork so the plan was for me to just play dumb until after I made it through Parris Island and be "surprised when Emma showed up with our son" at my graduation. That way no questions would be asked, they could just get the paperwork started to ensure that she had child support and benefits

But I guess that isn't necessary now...

Hope everything gets well for you and her as soon as possible

Thank you

Everyone here feel your pain

Everyone in here have been in some pretty messy shit situation as well

And It's ok to talk about it

All I ask is that you all pray to the gods... pray that my son will rest easy... that he will not feel pain... that he will feel comfort...

And that he knows that his mom and dad love him... and miss him very much...

Sure we will, partner

Don't worry we will pray

@AKAlexei , my heart breaks for you brother, I too will pray. May Freya watch over him

Sorry for the loss

Thank you...

I appreciate it...

@AKAlexei it's Friggs child now and I'm sure she will care for him well

I'm... I'm not sure how to feel about that... but I appreciate the sentiment that she will care for him and love him as her own...

Thank you

When I say he is hers now I mean he is in her care , he's still your boy but I'm sure she will care for him as if he was hers

Frigg will watch over him brother, trust in that, perhaps you can meet him one day in Valhalla.

You know, it's funny. I've been asatru since I was about 19. But I've never been of the belief that I deserved a place in Valhalla.

I don't feel I'm worthy either but,Valhalla is something that's earned only Odin can make that decision

I suppose you're right

There are plenty of great halls to end up in though and all I know is I'll end up in one in the end, but that's nature and fate something I don't worry about to much

Can't say anything like they said. I'm agnostic, but I'm pretty sure someone or something is taking good care of your boy

Well shit, buddy just died from unknown causes

Damn. My condolences fam

Appreciated

Sorry to hear that

My condolences

Appreciate it

Tfw your ex starts talking mad shit about how disloyal you are, when she was the one that broke your trust. Like bitch it wasn't my friends that wanted to sleep with you. All your friends wanted to sleep with me 🤣🤣 fuckbots cant come soon enough (pun intended)

I would block her, if I were you

Those shits just hurt your feelings, folk

I know we get curious what a person have to say to us, but It's NOT WORTH IT

Specially when the only thing a person will say is talking trash about ya

Well boys we threw away the ring she gave me today. Felt liberating af. Why be mad about someone who ain't worth a damn

Good to hear your felling well, partner

Fuckin yeeted that thing. Hope archaeologists in the future find it like "Clearly this male was angered by his female. She took too much time away from the boys"

Lol

Kek my car got fucked too shit just broke hard

Dafuq

Shit happens

Just ride a horse like our arian ancestors

I wish

A whole ass part of my drive shaft just kinda fell out 😂

This shits wack as hell tow guy was dope though did it for $60

Rip

Ikr

Absolutely bamboozled today

Duty in the rain for an hour died, dued hell ya.
Car broke down, dued hell ya
But MCDONALD'S AFTER WORK DUED HELLLLLLLLLLLLLL YA

Lol

Lol

Guys what can i do to make my live not boring?

Asking me the same question for a while, fella

Go out and do shit

Hike, urban exploring, shooting, learn some shit, try some new shit, new foods, etc

I do backpacking and shooting!

You have luck!

Make it worth it, pal

Not going to tell a problem. I've been researching the whole night about my ancestry, family genalogy and all

Oh no

Just discovered I do not only have irish ancestry, as I have scot-irish ancestry

||*sweet home Alabama intensifies ||

No, not Alabama lol

Just telling I feel so happy and glad to know more about my family and all

I wanted to do this for a long time. One hell of a load off my back

Wish me luck boyos. If I can talk my way out of this one. Might have a stay in the hospital

Rip?