AD VICTORIAM

Ill have to find it

Bro. Audible that shit

You can listen to it while your commute or work

When I was driving semis I was spending like 150 a month just on Audible books

@Trash Squid yo can we get a book thread up in this bitch?

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Ill set it uo

Up

Yee

Emma miscarried last night...

I lost my boy...

I'm so sorry...

Oh no

We're here with you

I'm sorry to hear that

I want to say something... something meaningful about the gods or something but honestly... I dont know what to say...

You don't need to say anything

You feel anger and sadness

You know I keep telling myself that if everything I believe about the gods is a lie and that the Christian God is truly the one true god... then he can go fuck himself...

Because he abandoned me a long time aho

*ago

And now I've lost my boy...

My son...

And I can't stop crying...

I would rather spend eternity in Hell than even a second in his bullshit heaven

Vent

You need to

Emma and I were having a lot of problems in our relationship... but I accepted it... when she told me that she was pregnant with our son... I thought maybe it was a chance to... idk... but it felt good... and now... now my heart and soul feel like ash

I've done nothing but cry

I feel the gods trying to offer my some sort of comfort... some watching from a distance... mourning as I do... but there is nothing that even Mimír could say with all his knowledge and council that could grant me peace...

I feel as though the world is once again on autopilot... I have grown to have a love hate relationship with this feeling...

Because it means that this is a point in time that is fixed... I have no choice but to go through this...

This is my fate... so be it... may my son be taken into the arms of the valkyries

And what do you want to do in this moment?

Or what will you do?

What I want to do is to mourn

And what I will do is call my SSgt, tell him I won't be at PT today... and then mourn...

Didn't know you were at the military

Army? Marines?

I'm in the delayed entry for the Marines