Message from @ManAnimal
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You survived
Barely
that is the key point you are forgetting
so waht
I almost killed myself
For real
You didn't
which means hell is behind you, not in front of you
Yeah repeating it will bring it back
You'll know what you're dealing with
atleast a little bit
I have no choice but to just take it laying down and wait for adulthood
Anger is the only emotion you know you can always fall back on
It will guide you when nothing else does
It motivates and drives
you tried to kill yourself because you are too scared off letting go
Letting go of what
control
restraint
I wanted to kill myself cause life was shit
I had no control
Over anything
you always have control
Still don’t really
You had control of your life
Bull fucking shit
and you wanted to keep it that way
that's what drove you to that point
You don’t control shit when you’re young
you had control of the way you REACTED to your life
your situation? circumstances>
yeah, probably not
but none of that matters
it's how you REACT that does
I can’t just tell my parents no to a request or else i get yelled at and life is made harder
you can channel it or blockk it
For no fucking reason
but if you pretend it doesn't EXIST
it WILL kill you
So waht