Message from @ManAnimal
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along with your other emotions
instead, you are hiding from them
you hate emotions because you dont know how to control them
^
even 'controlling them' isn't quite accurate. channeling the energy is most efffective
someones, you don't want to control it
I always forget that the combined junk vehicles in dead rising 3 initiate self-destruct on m2
What they called "flow"
it just moves on it's own and you just slip into it
hard to achieve
yup
"I am like the arrow as it leaves the bow... no hesitation... no doubt"
Yeah but idk why you’re tryna make me become like 2016 me when that year was hell on earth for me
You survived
Barely
that is the key point you are forgetting
so waht
I almost killed myself
For real
You didn't
Yeah repeating it will bring it back
You'll know what you're dealing with
atleast a little bit
I have no choice but to just take it laying down and wait for adulthood
Anger is the only emotion you know you can always fall back on
It will guide you when nothing else does
It motivates and drives
you tried to kill yourself because you are too scared off letting go
Letting go of what
control
restraint
I wanted to kill myself cause life was shit
fear
I had no control
Over anything
you always have control
Still don’t really
You had control of your life
Bull fucking shit
and you wanted to keep it that way