You'll know what you're dealing with

atleast a little bit

I have no choice but to just take it laying down and wait for adulthood

Anger is the only emotion you know you can always fall back on

It will guide you when nothing else does

It motivates and drives

you tried to kill yourself because you are too scared off letting go

Letting go of what

control

restraint

I wanted to kill myself cause life was shit

fear

I had no control

Over anything

you always have control

Still don’t really

You had control of your life

Bull fucking shit

and you wanted to keep it that way

that's what drove you to that point

You don’t control shit when you’re young

you had control of the way you REACTED to your life

your situation? circumstances>

yeah, probably not

but none of that matters

it's how you REACT that does

I can’t just tell my parents no to a request or else i get yelled at and life is made harder

you can channel it or blockk it

For no fucking reason

but if you pretend it doesn't EXIST

it WILL kill you

So waht

they yell at you

Then comes the harsher stuff

exactly. they yelll and then ?

you die?

And my shit gets taken away

so?

Life is a made a bitch

Over ego

if you are dead, that kinda happens too