Message from @Alpaca13

Discord ID: 619203464635088908


2019-09-05 16:04:59 UTC  

The person I told I liked is the 4th down

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2019-09-05 16:05:15 UTC  

I have a genuine disdain for people that go offline to avoid replying.

2019-09-05 16:05:15 UTC  

GG @Deleted User, you just advanced to level 2!

2019-09-05 16:05:57 UTC  

Sometimes I’ll get message but I don’t want to read it because I don’t feel like replying so I get off. But the thing is that I don’t read it, I don’t even know what the message contains

2019-09-05 16:06:37 UTC  

I just tell the person I’m either busy or I can’t reply.

2019-09-05 16:07:44 UTC  

So the person I like works on a farm for a famous horse rider lady or something like that and they’re busy alllllll day. So during the day I can understand an opened message or no reply. But they dead ass read my text this morning with no reply

2019-09-05 16:08:49 UTC  

I eventually threw my cellphone out of a car window so I wouldn't have to deal with a lot of that shit anymore

2019-09-05 16:08:56 UTC  

Also social media

2019-09-05 16:08:58 UTC  

*Facebook gay*

2019-09-05 16:09:35 UTC  

I have such a strong discomfort being on social media. I’m on so few websites and I already hate being near them regardless of never posting.

2019-09-05 16:10:02 UTC  

Yeah, with a cell phone it just becomes such an integral part of your life that everything else is kind of devoid and meaningless

2019-09-05 16:10:30 UTC  

Not if you never pick up the cellphone. I just simply avoid it despite me using it right now to mindlessly go through discord.

2019-09-05 16:11:05 UTC  

I’m intending to spend the rest of the day just avoiding any type of screen because hell I’ll go blind if I keep my eyes glued to one.

2019-09-05 16:11:21 UTC  

Yeah but it was at a point comparable to an alcoholic. Yeah, it's fine if you limit it, but you just get bored of not having it and eventually never stop being on it

2019-09-05 16:12:01 UTC  

Yeah, it can trigger addiction in your brain and you’ll become hooked.

2019-09-05 16:12:03 UTC  

Hell if I had a close group of friends like my online social groups I honestly wouldn't even want internet

2019-09-05 16:12:24 UTC  

I use my phone daily but I can go without it

2019-09-05 16:12:33 UTC  

*Real Life* is becoming so void of life itself because everyone is glued to the net

2019-09-05 16:13:05 UTC  

Phone 👏 bad 👏 book 👏 good 👏

2019-09-05 16:13:08 UTC  

And oh my god I **HATE** the type of people you try to have a conversation with in real life, like face to face but the entire time they’re glued to their damned phone or screen and just pretend to be listening.

2019-09-05 16:13:30 UTC  

Everybody gets their dating advice from fucking memes and that’s also why it’s so shit. I love dating from the 40’s.

2019-09-05 16:13:30 UTC  

That type of person I want to just beat to death with their own phone or laptop.

2019-09-05 16:14:12 UTC  

Everyone gets their relationship advice from degenerate music and porn, which is shoved in everyone on the internet's face regardless of age

2019-09-05 16:14:37 UTC  

All my dating experiences end poorly. Typically I’m used for money, or as a place “to go” so the women I was with can escape any responsibility and hide from someone. Suffering verbal abuse and mental manipulation I just got tired of it.

2019-09-05 16:14:58 UTC  

I remember keeping my last real life girlfriend out onto the street at around, 12am.

2019-09-05 16:15:15 UTC  

But I did pay for her bus ticket back home as she lived two states away.

2019-09-05 16:15:41 UTC  

Since then I just never bothered with dating.

2019-09-05 16:16:10 UTC  

This is my first time genuinely liking somebody since 4 years ago. And of course it’s shit.

2019-09-05 16:16:35 UTC  

I finally take a chance and they want over react like a bitch.

2019-09-05 16:16:41 UTC  

Dornan just ends up getting ignored or breaks it off before it actually starts because i got that big gay

2019-09-05 16:16:53 UTC  

hmm

2019-09-05 16:17:06 UTC  

<:pepe:513148179277938708>

2019-09-05 16:17:14 UTC  

I guess third person works better with the actual name

2019-09-05 16:17:17 UTC  

I don’t know why but I always end up dating the most selfish and money hungry of women that my life becomes more miserable than ever.

2019-09-05 16:17:35 UTC  

But when I finally kick them out or shoo them away life finds normalcy.

2019-09-05 16:18:16 UTC  

You need both people entering the relationship to say "what can I give to you, not what can you give me"

2019-09-05 16:18:18 UTC  

I only had one real relationship before and it was to toxic because they wanted to do drugs and get drunk all the time, never had any money even though they got $250 a week from work and lived with a friend and didn’t pay rent

2019-09-05 16:18:39 UTC  

If both people enter with a "what can I give" mentality it will work at least ok.

2019-09-05 16:18:44 UTC  

2019-09-05 16:18:47 UTC  

^ lol

2019-09-05 16:19:25 UTC  

Tbh my only real relationship was with a girl I met on Roblox so I don't know what I was expecting