On top of that: *I never smile*

That precise face in my portrait is my actual normal everyday face.

I never smile or express happiness in public.

It brings some of my family to ask if something is “wrong”? When there’s nothing even bothering me.

Why don't you smile?

I'm always smiling

Because I just don’t want to. I always wanted to replicate the pagan warriors such as Vercingetorix, Ragnar even the great mythological heroes of Celtic mythology that I copy their facial expressions into my own unique way.

I done it so much it’s become my natural everyday look.

But then again, I'm eco as fuck and am fortunate to live in the bush like a modern druid

Funny you mention that. I have a major disdain for modern clothes.

As Alice mentioned why “bitch” if you’re going to do nothing about it?

So I’m asking the fair ladies around my area to teach me how to knit and sow.

I want to dress like this everyday casual. *I want it* but I am having to work to make the clothes.

Because nobody in my generation at least for my area knows how to even fix a rip in their jeans and just buy another pair made in **China**.

The wasteful and slothful consumer culture is toxic.

I'd like to learn to make clothes

I do repair them, not very well tho

I’m making clothes based on my blood and raised culture that is in my DNA. No African, Hindi or Chinese crap.

I buy clothes very rarely

I want to wear the tunics with the **PRECISE** cultural patterns and significance of the ancient Gauls, the Anglo Saxons or even the early Irish.

Nice!

Because I am part of these cultures.

Not African.

I have some pictures for reference.

Plus, to fit into these clothes requires a healthy body. They’re not meant to fit a land whale who rides a scooter In public.

I long for those days

So I have adopted a workout routine, despite never actually taking proper care of my health for years.

I want this with such passionate desire that I am willing to take words to action. Which is more than what I can say for some on my side of the fence.

Heck Justin here works out if I recall, to forge his body into something great.

I work out

I bulk

I never cut

I’m all new to it.

GG @Deleted User, you just advanced to level 10!

Being shredded is disgusting

Vascularity is unnatural

Like I was a stereotypical lazy consumer fuck for the longest of time just always putting it off because “meh”.

I'm a beefcake

Excuses man, they were the crutch.

Strong and healthy fat reserves

But depression isn’t funny tbh.