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2019-10-05 05:10:49 UTC  

I mean awesome in the literal sense of awe inspiring

2019-10-05 05:15:53 UTC  

Shame is absolutely the best method for intervention

2019-10-05 05:16:34 UTC  

HOLY SHIT

2019-10-05 05:16:41 UTC  

I live in a small city

2019-10-05 05:16:46 UTC  

And I hear gunshots outside

2019-10-05 05:17:23 UTC  

That's normal for the country, and rural areas, but not the city.

2019-10-05 05:17:56 UTC  

The last time I heard gunshots, police shot a black guy who had tried to kidnap someone and resisted.

2019-10-05 05:18:08 UTC  

Yes I do, albeit i hate the very fact I do. @Justin Burger (Major-GA)

2019-10-05 05:18:31 UTC  

I tried to cancel but doing so also cancels my medical insurance.

2019-10-05 05:18:53 UTC  

Hurts my pride hardcore

2019-10-05 05:19:24 UTC  

Here is how I see it, it's being used anyways by those who hate you, and you pay for it either way, and it will exist no matter what, so why not use it too?

2019-10-05 05:19:58 UTC  

Well true it’s not like I’m exempt from taxes so I’m paying for it regardless

2019-10-05 05:20:13 UTC  

Owning land mean I got more taxes to pay

2019-10-05 05:20:32 UTC  

@Justin Burger (Major-GA) Where do you live that you don't hear gun shots? I just moved out of San Antonio to a smaller, college town and it's weird af not hearing gun shots every week or two.

2019-10-05 05:21:08 UTC  

I live in a 90% white coastal city, St Augustine.

2019-10-05 05:21:32 UTC  

From those who aren’t in my position they tell me how hard it is to receive my level of insurance and medical care, because they’re either trying to retire or believed to be able to work despite real disabilities.

2019-10-05 05:21:38 UTC  

So I suppose in a way I’m very lucky.

2019-10-05 05:21:52 UTC  

Dang. MBN. I just moved to a college town and despite the should-be retirees blaring nog music and drinking Mickeys outside every night, it's waaaay better than encroaching 80% hispanic San Antonio.

2019-10-05 05:21:58 UTC  

How much do you get?

2019-10-05 05:22:17 UTC  

Not even a thousand. The government isn’t exactly generous, around 500.

2019-10-05 05:22:34 UTC  

It pays only 1 bill and the government takes a lot out of it for taxes.

2019-10-05 05:22:40 UTC  

That would be only enough to cover rent for me

2019-10-05 05:22:45 UTC  

What're you receiving the income for if you dont mine

2019-10-05 05:22:49 UTC  

mind(

2019-10-05 05:23:01 UTC  

I don’t have rent since I am building my own house.

2019-10-05 05:24:00 UTC  

And I have had a lot of surgeries adding onto multiple medical issues such as sleep disorders. From infancy I was cursed with a “old mans disease” (Chiari Malformation) where thé body and brain aren’t functioning or connecting. @Oven

2019-10-05 05:24:11 UTC  

So I was dying when I was only two months old.

2019-10-05 05:24:21 UTC  

It took 3-4 surgeries to keep me alive.

2019-10-05 05:24:39 UTC  

Damn. RIP. 3-4 tho. Could be worse. At least they were able to do it yknow.

2019-10-05 05:25:04 UTC  

I technically “died” during one surgery as my life on the monitors went dead where they monitor your heart and such.

2019-10-05 05:25:15 UTC  

All I remember from that was all white and the rapid beeping of the systems.

2019-10-05 05:25:21 UTC  

And just waking up with intense, massive pain.

2019-10-05 05:25:22 UTC  

I'm sorry bro.

2019-10-05 05:25:28 UTC  

You know what bothers me about that kind of stuff

2019-10-05 05:25:35 UTC  

incoming bc im buzzed

2019-10-05 05:25:42 UTC  

le "i saw heaven" kinda shit

2019-10-05 05:25:47 UTC  

I nearly died 3 times in my life, I just got out of a direct impact car crash.

2019-10-05 05:25:49 UTC  

even tho the gates of heaven wont open up for a while

2019-10-05 05:26:03 UTC  

A pickup truck smashed right into me head on, the very door I was sitting at.

2019-10-05 05:26:34 UTC  

The vehicle I was in got knocked 100 feet off road into a ditch and I crawled out the drivers end and was by some miracle, 100% unharmed.

2019-10-05 05:26:40 UTC  

Either something is trying really hard to kill you, or something is trying really hard to keep you alive