Message from @INNYGMATYK
Discord ID: 676641324040192031
No matter how I try to find one
At the end of the line, it wont matter
You may not agree with it, but that's what I see how things work, unfortunately
I get it man. No worries. It's hard to be there.
@Sir Harndes until your world view changes, you'll be where you are.
Your purpose RN is sustaining until you make it to the US if that's your goal. Your purpose is to be a good man. Your purpose is to eventually have kids and make sure they are good offspring. And if you believe in liberty, to uphold it and do so by virtue. Not because others are, but because you'll be willing to be the lone dude ready to defend what's right.
But you're asking us what purpose life has.
Its purpose isnt some Devine shit. It isnt something handed to you.
You've got to come up with it. Consider lifes purpose to be the experiences and people we meet along the way. Consider the good and the bad. That without the bad, wed have nothing to gauge good off of.
Which means while bad sucks....they help us with perspective
But yeah. All we have in life is experiences.
So make good ones.
And be yourself
Of you dont like yourself, immediately work on yourself.
But all you have is you on this. No friend, woman, family member can define any of this for you.
Having a hard time with motivation this week
I can't hit the gym because of my foot, and it fucked up my routine.
Big F dude
Foot is getting better thankfully
got freaked the fuck out that I had Coronavirus
just found out it isn't
so that's real nice
I know that feel
Only a few weeks in and I can feel it already. I'm gonna have to retake this math class.
Vibe check, how is everyone
Sick as shit, entire body is aching and its balls lmao.
Prolly that budlightvirus
Get better, homie
Theres something going around. Ive been sick for 2 weeks. Nothing serious, i think. Sickness doesn't stop me from working and living my life.
@PanzerWrecker some illness last a while. I'd say visit a urgent care asap
Well I had 3 clients fail to pay me this last two weeks and now I'm going to have $90 in my bank account after I pay my mortgage
I had $1k of extra bullshit expenses last week and it hundred percent fucked me up bad
I hate that that sort of ( literal ) retardedness ( see : *latency* ) is tolerated in any industry.
"" o it's chill dude - these guys fuck around everyone all the time forever ""
'' o cool - so we all just. . . let it happen. . . ''
I'm sorry dude ;(
Is what it is
Fucking sucks but it is what is
Be like that sometimes - just stay the course
Yep.
Man. I gotta vent. I am getting worryingly fucking angry at this job. I took on days and stayed longer because I'm a kind dude,and a bit of a yes man. but I just dont feel like doing my fucking artwork anymore. I dont feel like I even live at my own god damn house because I'm here so fucking much
I wake up nearly in tears because I have to get up so early and I just lack sleep from the day before
Fuck mate. What kinda artwork do you do?