I knew she liked me before, but I was too dumb

Sorry, sounding doomer

You need purpose, activity, hobbies.

And a job so that you feel productive.

That's what made me stop any activity

I don't have a purpose

No matter how I try to find one

At the end of the line, it wont matter

You may not agree with it, but that's what I see how things work, unfortunately

I get it man. No worries. It's hard to be there.

@Sir Harndes until your world view changes, you'll be where you are.

Your purpose RN is sustaining until you make it to the US if that's your goal. Your purpose is to be a good man. Your purpose is to eventually have kids and make sure they are good offspring. And if you believe in liberty, to uphold it and do so by virtue. Not because others are, but because you'll be willing to be the lone dude ready to defend what's right.

But you're asking us what purpose life has.

Its purpose isnt some Devine shit. It isnt something handed to you.

You've got to come up with it. Consider lifes purpose to be the experiences and people we meet along the way. Consider the good and the bad. That without the bad, wed have nothing to gauge good off of.

Which means while bad sucks....they help us with perspective

But yeah. All we have in life is experiences.

So make good ones.

And be yourself

Of you dont like yourself, immediately work on yourself.

But all you have is you on this. No friend, woman, family member can define any of this for you.

Having a hard time with motivation this week

I can't hit the gym because of my foot, and it fucked up my routine.

Big F dude

Foot is getting better thankfully

got freaked the fuck out that I had Coronavirus

just found out it isn't

so that's real nice

I know that feel

Solid dude - glad to hear

Only a few weeks in and I can feel it already. I'm gonna have to retake this math class.

Vibe check, how is everyone

Sick as shit, entire body is aching and its balls lmao.

Prolly that budlightvirus

Get better, homie

Theres something going around. Ive been sick for 2 weeks. Nothing serious, i think. Sickness doesn't stop me from working and living my life.

@PanzerWrecker some illness last a while. I'd say visit a urgent care asap

Well I had 3 clients fail to pay me this last two weeks and now I'm going to have $90 in my bank account after I pay my mortgage

I had $1k of extra bullshit expenses last week and it hundred percent fucked me up bad

I hate that that sort of ( literal ) retardedness ( see : *latency* ) is tolerated in any industry.

"" o it's chill dude - these guys fuck around everyone all the time forever ""

'' o cool - so we all just. . . let it happen. . . ''

I'm sorry dude ;(

Is what it is