Message from @Bard
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Do what you need to do
Yeah, rest of team is taking PTO through this week and next week. Got PTO this weekend. I'm gonna take like 2 or 3 days mid March I think all other days are taken:(
Get it where you can man. Count those days
anxiety is bad
i hate it
Just havin a minute? Or some real shit goin on @CPL Henry.L[3SFG]?
Some short, some long, i emplore you to listen, they helped me. @CPL Henry.L[3SFG]
Manly Hall and Jordan Peterson
I have some shit going down
It’s bad
Not bad to the point of me wanting to kill myself but it’s less than fun
Chop it up hugs
Thanks though I’ll have to watch those @/K/aptainBlastin
@Ramrod1992 manly hall is the grandfather everyone needs
Yo I've been married for four years, love my wife, been with her for six years total-
But I have to actually prevent myself from having any contact with the first girl I ever fell in love with because (a) she's like, crazy attractive and makes me feel some kinda next level way (b) is literally incredibly bad for me on every level. She's unhealthy and totally bonkers, as well as a raging sjw now
I haven't talked to her in 5 years and I still feel this way.
Am I totally insane? Is this normal?
How could you call yourself insane? I'm assuming you're a healthy testosterone producing male. The crazy ones are always the best in bed and it's pretty natural to want that. Don't put yourself down, but don't cheat on your wife either if she's been faithful to you and you are happy in that relationship.
Like I'm not friends with her on any social media, no follows, nothing, no contact. Won't do it. I know where she works and I won't go there either
No I absolutely have no plans to be unfaithful
It's a dark road to go down and it can destroy families, defy the natural man, I believe that's in the bible somewhere
Not gonna happen. I hate cheating and it's absolutely unbiblical.
I've just never told anyone about this because it's such a strange feeling and I feel wrong for even having it
Crazy you bring that up. Been with my wife 8, married for 7 and my first love actually reached out to me last week.
Don't do it
I've talked to her but I was real with her
Luckily I kinda hate her still
I feel like that "first love feeling" never leaves completely and it's a powerful feeling
I don't hate my ex at all
Mine played with my emotions a bunch
We were together from like 13-17 and I ended it because I recognized how bad for me she was, and wasn't marriable ever
Really fucked me up in the head
I feel that mang
But she was bad for membecause she brought out every irresponsible and free living undisciplined version of myself I struggle with controlling
I talked to my ex on and off when my wife and I first got together and I really regret talking to her the way I did
So it was like, fun, even, in the worse way
I just went solid no contact
Have been that way since 2015
My ex blocked me years ago because I was drunk and talking dumb