How could you call yourself insane? I'm assuming you're a healthy testosterone producing male. The crazy ones are always the best in bed and it's pretty natural to want that. Don't put yourself down, but don't cheat on your wife either if she's been faithful to you and you are happy in that relationship.

Like I'm not friends with her on any social media, no follows, nothing, no contact. Won't do it. I know where she works and I won't go there either

No I absolutely have no plans to be unfaithful

It's a dark road to go down and it can destroy families, defy the natural man, I believe that's in the bible somewhere

Not gonna happen. I hate cheating and it's absolutely unbiblical.

I've just never told anyone about this because it's such a strange feeling and I feel wrong for even having it

Crazy you bring that up. Been with my wife 8, married for 7 and my first love actually reached out to me last week.

Don't do it

I've talked to her but I was real with her

Luckily I kinda hate her still

I feel like that "first love feeling" never leaves completely and it's a powerful feeling

I don't hate my ex at all

Mine played with my emotions a bunch

We were together from like 13-17 and I ended it because I recognized how bad for me she was, and wasn't marriable ever

Really fucked me up in the head

I feel that mang

But she was bad for membecause she brought out every irresponsible and free living undisciplined version of myself I struggle with controlling

I talked to my ex on and off when my wife and I first got together and I really regret talking to her the way I did

So it was like, fun, even, in the worse way

I just went solid no contact

Have been that way since 2015

My ex blocked me years ago because I was drunk and talking dumb

I hate that I do that

Then just reached out to me last week

One time.my.wife left for a 4 day conference and I got drunk and nearly texted this girl some long bullshit about how I never forgot how she made me feel and I'm so thankful I never sent it

Yeah good on you bro fr

I love my wife and I love what we have

Don't wanna fuck it up

Same man

When home girl hit me up last week my first message to her was pretty much "listen I'm sorry for the way I acted and the way we talked, I love my wife and family, and don't want to ruin that"

Especially with someone as... Low Value as my ex like fr she has zero life skills and did nothing but waste so much of my energy

Smart

Dude same

God it feels good to actually talk about this, I've had these thoughts for like 5 years and never shared them

This hoe still works at home depot and lives with her parents. She literally just saves money to travel to different countries and pork random dudes

Good man

It's cool we're all safe here but still a level of anonymity

My ex literally dropped out of musical theatre college because she couldn't get any roles and now she works at sbux and lives with 3 people, she's 26

Right

😂

My ex is 27 man

Like musical theatre college is the easiest college