Message from @CPL Henry.L[3SFG]

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2020-02-24 21:39:10 UTC  

but **do it.**

2020-02-26 20:55:02 UTC  

I've just been kinda fucking depressed lately. Burnt out with work and just tired

2020-02-26 21:12:58 UTC  

F

2020-02-26 21:14:09 UTC  

I understand man. Try to take it easy. Do something for yourself and be sure to take time to heal. Its a negative feedback loop unless you get to fixing it now

2020-02-26 21:19:26 UTC  

Yeah you're not wrong. Household factors dont help it either. But I definitely need to take a day or two off work

2020-02-26 21:22:27 UTC  

Do it king

2020-02-26 21:22:41 UTC  

Fuck them, they make enough off your work

2020-02-26 21:22:51 UTC  

Do what you need to do

2020-02-26 21:24:30 UTC  

Yeah, rest of team is taking PTO through this week and next week. Got PTO this weekend. I'm gonna take like 2 or 3 days mid March I think all other days are taken:(

2020-02-26 21:25:36 UTC  

Get it where you can man. Count those days

2020-02-26 23:43:16 UTC  

anxiety is bad

2020-02-26 23:43:17 UTC  

i hate it

2020-02-27 00:02:05 UTC  

Just havin a minute? Or some real shit goin on @CPL Henry.L[3SFG]?

2020-02-27 00:07:18 UTC  

Some short, some long, i emplore you to listen, they helped me. @CPL Henry.L[3SFG]

2020-02-27 00:45:16 UTC  

Manly Hall and Jordan Peterson

2020-02-27 00:45:30 UTC  

I have some shit going down

2020-02-27 00:45:32 UTC  

It’s bad

2020-02-27 00:45:48 UTC  

Not bad to the point of me wanting to kill myself but it’s less than fun

2020-02-27 00:46:01 UTC  

Chop it up hugs

2020-02-27 00:46:09 UTC  

Thanks though I’ll have to watch those @/K/aptainBlastin

2020-02-27 00:47:24 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/574290286340079626/682388280615895049/FB_IMG_1575135394229.jpg

2020-02-27 00:54:09 UTC  

@Ramrod1992 manly hall is the grandfather everyone needs

2020-02-27 21:15:24 UTC  

Yo I've been married for four years, love my wife, been with her for six years total-

But I have to actually prevent myself from having any contact with the first girl I ever fell in love with because (a) she's like, crazy attractive and makes me feel some kinda next level way (b) is literally incredibly bad for me on every level. She's unhealthy and totally bonkers, as well as a raging sjw now

I haven't talked to her in 5 years and I still feel this way.

Am I totally insane? Is this normal?

2020-02-27 21:18:49 UTC  

How could you call yourself insane? I'm assuming you're a healthy testosterone producing male. The crazy ones are always the best in bed and it's pretty natural to want that. Don't put yourself down, but don't cheat on your wife either if she's been faithful to you and you are happy in that relationship.

2020-02-27 21:19:02 UTC  

Like I'm not friends with her on any social media, no follows, nothing, no contact. Won't do it. I know where she works and I won't go there either

2020-02-27 21:19:17 UTC  

No I absolutely have no plans to be unfaithful

2020-02-27 21:19:33 UTC  

It's a dark road to go down and it can destroy families, defy the natural man, I believe that's in the bible somewhere

2020-02-27 21:20:01 UTC  

Not gonna happen. I hate cheating and it's absolutely unbiblical.

I've just never told anyone about this because it's such a strange feeling and I feel wrong for even having it

2020-02-27 21:20:42 UTC  

Crazy you bring that up. Been with my wife 8, married for 7 and my first love actually reached out to me last week.

2020-02-27 21:20:56 UTC  

Don't do it

2020-02-27 21:21:11 UTC  

I've talked to her but I was real with her

2020-02-27 21:21:17 UTC  

Luckily I kinda hate her still

2020-02-27 21:21:28 UTC  

I feel like that "first love feeling" never leaves completely and it's a powerful feeling

2020-02-27 21:21:34 UTC  

I don't hate my ex at all

2020-02-27 21:21:57 UTC  

Mine played with my emotions a bunch

2020-02-27 21:22:05 UTC  

We were together from like 13-17 and I ended it because I recognized how bad for me she was, and wasn't marriable ever

2020-02-27 21:22:05 UTC  

Really fucked me up in the head