Message from @SavageMedic
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Smart
Dude same
God it feels good to actually talk about this, I've had these thoughts for like 5 years and never shared them
This hoe still works at home depot and lives with her parents. She literally just saves money to travel to different countries and pork random dudes
Good man
It's cool we're all safe here but still a level of anonymity
My ex literally dropped out of musical theatre college because she couldn't get any roles and now she works at sbux and lives with 3 people, she's 26
Right
😂
My ex is 27 man
Like musical theatre college is the easiest college
How dumb do you have to be
Idk how these people are pushing middle aged and not trying to better themselves
And then it's like, how dumb do *I* have to be if I want to talk to her again sometimes?
So I just actively prevent any contact
I mean I feel you man. I went through the same thing. And I'm really glad nothing ever happened
I'm so happy I don't subscribe to that "hear wants what the heart wants" bullshit
Yeah bro, sometimes it's not even the heart
It's a combo of my dick and nostalgia
Dude you get it
Yike
Then the snaps started rolling in "when you coming home on leave?"
Yike
X2
Super glad I didn't follow through on anything man
I'm happy for you
I thought she was super fucking attractive plus she got a boob job too
Triple mf D's man on a petite girl
The other thing that keeps me from ever contacting mine is the fact that she's *an untrustworthy hoe* and would probably blackmail me
Ahhh fuck
> Triple mf D's man on a petite girl
@SavageMedic damm
Like I ain't wanna give anyone the power to fuck up my life like that
And she would do it just for fun
Has your desire lessened over time?
Not really
Probably because I've never processed it
It was weird man, I wanted the same. Just to keep talking to her and whatever, but it just went away here recently
I was scared when she hit me up last week, but hell we talked a bunch the first night and ain't heard from her since
That's good
I think the reason it never went away is because when I met my wife I was talking with my ex and thinking about getting back with her, but my wife was wayyyy better for me so I got with her and just cold turkey cut my ex out of my life, NC permanently with no explanation.