Mine played with my emotions a bunch

We were together from like 13-17 and I ended it because I recognized how bad for me she was, and wasn't marriable ever

Really fucked me up in the head

I feel that mang

But she was bad for membecause she brought out every irresponsible and free living undisciplined version of myself I struggle with controlling

I talked to my ex on and off when my wife and I first got together and I really regret talking to her the way I did

So it was like, fun, even, in the worse way

I just went solid no contact

Have been that way since 2015

My ex blocked me years ago because I was drunk and talking dumb

I hate that I do that

Then just reached out to me last week

One time.my.wife left for a 4 day conference and I got drunk and nearly texted this girl some long bullshit about how I never forgot how she made me feel and I'm so thankful I never sent it

Yeah good on you bro fr

I love my wife and I love what we have

Don't wanna fuck it up

Same man

When home girl hit me up last week my first message to her was pretty much "listen I'm sorry for the way I acted and the way we talked, I love my wife and family, and don't want to ruin that"

Especially with someone as... Low Value as my ex like fr she has zero life skills and did nothing but waste so much of my energy

Smart

Dude same

God it feels good to actually talk about this, I've had these thoughts for like 5 years and never shared them

This hoe still works at home depot and lives with her parents. She literally just saves money to travel to different countries and pork random dudes

Good man

It's cool we're all safe here but still a level of anonymity

My ex literally dropped out of musical theatre college because she couldn't get any roles and now she works at sbux and lives with 3 people, she's 26

Right

😂

My ex is 27 man

Like musical theatre college is the easiest college

How dumb do you have to be

Idk how these people are pushing middle aged and not trying to better themselves

And then it's like, how dumb do *I* have to be if I want to talk to her again sometimes?

So I just actively prevent any contact

I mean I feel you man. I went through the same thing. And I'm really glad nothing ever happened

I'm so happy I don't subscribe to that "hear wants what the heart wants" bullshit

Yeah bro, sometimes it's not even the heart

It's a combo of my dick and nostalgia

Dude you get it

I was stationed at Fort Campbell and thought "well she's 1500 miles away, can't hurt to snap her"

Yike