How dumb do you have to be

Idk how these people are pushing middle aged and not trying to better themselves

And then it's like, how dumb do *I* have to be if I want to talk to her again sometimes?

So I just actively prevent any contact

I mean I feel you man. I went through the same thing. And I'm really glad nothing ever happened

I'm so happy I don't subscribe to that "hear wants what the heart wants" bullshit

Yeah bro, sometimes it's not even the heart

It's a combo of my dick and nostalgia

Dude you get it

I was stationed at Fort Campbell and thought "well she's 1500 miles away, can't hurt to snap her"

Yike

Then the snaps started rolling in "when you coming home on leave?"

Yike

X2

Super glad I didn't follow through on anything man

I'm happy for you

I thought she was super fucking attractive plus she got a boob job too

Triple mf D's man on a petite girl

The other thing that keeps me from ever contacting mine is the fact that she's *an untrustworthy hoe* and would probably blackmail me

Ahhh fuck

> Triple mf D's man on a petite girl
@SavageMedic damm

Like I ain't wanna give anyone the power to fuck up my life like that

And she would do it just for fun

Has your desire lessened over time?

Not really

Probably because I've never processed it

It was weird man, I wanted the same. Just to keep talking to her and whatever, but it just went away here recently

I was scared when she hit me up last week, but hell we talked a bunch the first night and ain't heard from her since

That's good

I think the reason it never went away is because when I met my wife I was talking with my ex and thinking about getting back with her, but my wife was wayyyy better for me so I got with her and just cold turkey cut my ex out of my life, NC permanently with no explanation.

I mean if my wife ever left me I'd probably get ripped on white claws and cocaine and give her a porkin but it'd be a 1 and done just to seem dem tiddies

Lmao I feel that

Kinda the same man

To be completely honest I have to actually stop myself from allowing that to become a fantasy.

Im just lurking but know this is super healthy

I enjoy kings helping kings

Like I have really disciplined myself to keep those thoughts out of my head

Thanks mayne

Just like with everything man, gotta balance yourself

I just don't wanna feed that particular tiger

Same way we control not starting the boogaloo today