Message from @SavageMedic

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2020-02-27 21:33:59 UTC  

> Triple mf D's man on a petite girl
@SavageMedic damm

2020-02-27 21:34:21 UTC  

Like I ain't wanna give anyone the power to fuck up my life like that

2020-02-27 21:34:27 UTC  

And she would do it just for fun

2020-02-27 21:34:53 UTC  

Has your desire lessened over time?

2020-02-27 21:35:02 UTC  

Not really

2020-02-27 21:35:24 UTC  

Probably because I've never processed it

2020-02-27 21:35:42 UTC  

It was weird man, I wanted the same. Just to keep talking to her and whatever, but it just went away here recently

2020-02-27 21:36:12 UTC  

I was scared when she hit me up last week, but hell we talked a bunch the first night and ain't heard from her since

2020-02-27 21:36:23 UTC  

That's good

2020-02-27 21:37:24 UTC  

I think the reason it never went away is because when I met my wife I was talking with my ex and thinking about getting back with her, but my wife was wayyyy better for me so I got with her and just cold turkey cut my ex out of my life, NC permanently with no explanation.

2020-02-27 21:37:33 UTC  

I mean if my wife ever left me I'd probably get ripped on white claws and cocaine and give her a porkin but it'd be a 1 and done just to seem dem tiddies

2020-02-27 21:37:44 UTC  

Lmao I feel that

2020-02-27 21:38:03 UTC  

Kinda the same man

2020-02-27 21:38:07 UTC  

To be completely honest I have to actually stop myself from allowing that to become a fantasy.

2020-02-27 21:38:18 UTC  

Im just lurking but know this is super healthy

2020-02-27 21:38:33 UTC  

I enjoy kings helping kings

2020-02-27 21:38:37 UTC  

Like I have really disciplined myself to keep those thoughts out of my head

2020-02-27 21:38:40 UTC  

Thanks mayne

2020-02-27 21:38:56 UTC  

Just like with everything man, gotta balance yourself

2020-02-27 21:39:08 UTC  

I just don't wanna feed that particular tiger

2020-02-27 21:39:13 UTC  

Same way we control not starting the boogaloo today

2020-02-27 21:39:24 UTC  

Hahaha

2020-02-27 21:40:04 UTC  

That's crazy man, sounds like our exes/situations are pretty similar

2020-02-27 21:40:23 UTC  

Nobody on this Earth has a unique experience

2020-02-27 21:40:42 UTC  

Big facts

2020-02-27 21:41:06 UTC  

But yeah man, it's wild how girls fuck your feelings around

2020-02-27 21:41:20 UTC  

Man I was gonna mention that earlier and forgot

2020-02-27 21:41:26 UTC  

She fucked with my head bad

2020-02-27 21:41:30 UTC  

And I let it happen

2020-02-27 21:41:37 UTC  

Never tell them they do that to you tho or they'll use it

2020-02-27 21:41:54 UTC  

I told this hoe last Friday everything

2020-02-27 21:42:00 UTC  

I tried guilt tripping her ass

2020-02-27 21:43:16 UTC  

I was just going to college, she left me and pretty much said so we can see other people (she wanted to hoe), and I went through a bad depression. I had a mini 14 in my mouth at one point

2020-02-27 21:43:28 UTC  

If you ever find yourself saying "you make me feel (*anything negative*)" in a conversation with a female, stop, because they'll lose respect.

2020-02-27 21:43:45 UTC  

Damn tho man I'm sorry you felt that way fr

2020-02-27 21:44:24 UTC  

I was just guilt tripping and being dumb because I was drunk lol.

2020-02-27 21:45:06 UTC  

But yeah man I was crazy overweight too. Within a year I went from being overweight and suicidal to losing like 60lbs, meeting my wife, and joining the Army

2020-02-27 21:45:26 UTC  

Sounds like you just needed to buff your confidence

2020-02-27 21:45:46 UTC  

Being overweight is actually so bad for self confidence

2020-02-27 21:46:12 UTC  

It is man. And I let myself go again since I been out like 3 years now

2020-02-27 21:46:19 UTC  

Like I'm fit again at 177 but back in October I was 195 and everything about me was unconfident