Something something War never changes.

Make the future for your children that they deserve

To be honest it's difficult, conducting a civil war against the nation in which you've lived and identified with (assuming things) is going to be hard mentally. Killing people is hard. There's nothing I know to do to stop that feeling, we just have to find a way to move forward. I live in Colorado so ik it's not healthy but I smoke weed to help calm the nerves

Yes it's extremely hard

Killing a man is not something I have done

@James Warner I was actually really stoned when it hit me

But I recognize it is hard

I understand that

I'm speaking purely of hypotheticals, you know like Minecraft on hardcore mode. I suppose my biggest stressor about the idea is the fact that there's no turning back if you jump into it. If you do stuff, you can't call it quits and go back to normal.

I'm more worried that it would change me to the point I can never return to sanity. I have terrible anger, and I've been craving violence for a while now. But only if it's justified.

War is part of the human psyche

Big dickus, I plead the fifth.

But at the same time, I just want to sleep and hope it all blows over

For thousands of years your ancestors have killed each other over ideology

Friendly reminder ; not to discuss illegal or implicating activities ( here ).

Yes hypothetically

( not that anyone IS, yet - just saying )

"It" wasn't illegal if that makes sense

@INNYGMATYK I'm just here to LARP online and talk about my D20 Modern character development.

Its also Infuriating and saddening that I'd take a bullet for almost everyone I know but they'd not do the same.

That ^^

We need a community and a common culture

I've been saying that forever

Unite around some common goal

Just for the fact that you believe in freedom and you're willing to fight for it, yet you also can show that you're human, I'd take one for you @Stan/k/Herd (sounded cheesey but still)

@James WarnerI greatly appreciate it king

I misread what Racn said at first

I thought he said what i was thinking ;

I appreciate you, keep your head up man

I'd take a bullet for all of you before i took one for some of the people i know

I'd for for any man amongst us

@INNYGMATYK misread what exactly? So I know exactly what is and isn't allowed, as you mentioned before

*I'd die

No no lmao

@Stan/k/Herd I misread what you had typed about how, your locales wouldn't die for you

I THOUGHT you typed ""I'd take a bullet for yall first""

N I agree - cause that's how i feel ( on both tbh )

I'm the one he warned about what to say and what not to say, I probably should've put a clarification on it

I will get on your ass and mod if I'm paying attention IF and WHEN yall are pushin it - don't worry x

yall are good rn

Alright cool.

On the subject of the boog and doing what's necessary, the feeling doesn't really go away, you just learn to live with it and justify it through the deeds you do for others

Yeah and @Stan/k/Herd if you ever need anything you can always dm me (or probably anyone here) or text here, we are here for you king