Apparently the national guard is coming through my area within the next few days. In the event of Marshall law, i doubt I'll survive

Why wont you survive

I refuse to be told what to do

Oh i get it

Anyone have advice to make it easier to wrap my head around the thoughts of booging? It hit me hard af a few nights ago and I haven't been sleeping well for over a week

It's affecting my work now

Are you talking about killing people?

Well, tyrants aren't people but yeah

Yes you are right

What is your point of struggle

I mean, it's gonna be local police and national guard, people I know or went to school with their siblings

If those people stand against your freedom as a man then they are not worth anything

You are stronger than them

Something something War never changes.

Make the future for your children that they deserve

To be honest it's difficult, conducting a civil war against the nation in which you've lived and identified with (assuming things) is going to be hard mentally. Killing people is hard. There's nothing I know to do to stop that feeling, we just have to find a way to move forward. I live in Colorado so ik it's not healthy but I smoke weed to help calm the nerves

Yes it's extremely hard

Killing a man is not something I have done

@James Warner I was actually really stoned when it hit me

But I recognize it is hard

I understand that

I'm speaking purely of hypotheticals, you know like Minecraft on hardcore mode. I suppose my biggest stressor about the idea is the fact that there's no turning back if you jump into it. If you do stuff, you can't call it quits and go back to normal.

I'm more worried that it would change me to the point I can never return to sanity. I have terrible anger, and I've been craving violence for a while now. But only if it's justified.

War is part of the human psyche

Big dickus, I plead the fifth.

But at the same time, I just want to sleep and hope it all blows over

For thousands of years your ancestors have killed each other over ideology

Friendly reminder ; not to discuss illegal or implicating activities ( here ).

Yes hypothetically

( not that anyone IS, yet - just saying )

"It" wasn't illegal if that makes sense

@INNYGMATYK I'm just here to LARP online and talk about my D20 Modern character development.

Its also Infuriating and saddening that I'd take a bullet for almost everyone I know but they'd not do the same.

That ^^

We need a community and a common culture

I've been saying that forever

Unite around some common goal

Just for the fact that you believe in freedom and you're willing to fight for it, yet you also can show that you're human, I'd take one for you @Stan/k/Herd (sounded cheesey but still)

@James WarnerI greatly appreciate it king

I misread what Racn said at first

I thought he said what i was thinking ;