Message from @RedDiesel95
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It's where your mind separates from the concept of self
because I definitely remember lying in bed coming down, and feeling as if I was lying by a tree, on some moss forest floor, and my body washed with the rain and the groundwater and the seasons until I melted into the Earth
it was only a brief 5 minute sensation, but it's as close to feeling yourself rot as I can / could imagine
It's different for everyone. It's when you realize that everything is part of the greater whole and as life begins it will end all the same and continue on within a cycle
Least that's how I interpret it
hmm. . . see that's what fucks with me - I'm still extremely egotistical - or probably carry myself that way. . . but I've most definitely seen and dreamt along those. . . connections. . . idk, it's hard to explain - but when you can see what everyone's thinking / is. . .
Like, the first time I dropped acid, I did it pretty much by myself, and from 0000 to 0300, the patterns in everyone's faces ( see : *blemishes, birthmarks, tonal changes, etc* ) became space and nebulae and their eyes were stars
like, not *literally* but *vividly*, gleaming in
tl dr ; I dun a big think - but I'm not a very hippy
Ooooh. See my first trip was more of a fun jaunt through something akin to the Vegas strip. Everything was lit up and gorgeous. Saw amazing sights and then went home and relaxed and watched everything move and twist and swirl
oh - trust me
the peak was . . . š
But I went in not knowing what to expect at all
I bet lol
but, the rest of the evening was soemthing else
I stepped onnanail actually
like. . .
Ouch
Not recommended
> be me
> 24
> take 1 tab acid
> first time
> watch movie til shit's actually obviously moving
> the woodpanel ceiling over the loft in my shack glows blue into space
> gear up for walk to beach
> 1500 ft - nothin
> go through small woody bush trail to cut through closed campground
> LOTR OST in my head cause ga DAMN
> finally make it out ( literally 10 ft of bush lmfao )
> light red candle
> see light reflect orange off everything within 50 ft
> make it to beach
> can see sky reverberate with wind
> cloud front coming in over the water
> everything glows blue
> the stars dance and shimmer
> and the wind is coming in at me increasingly
> crawl back home
> make it
> mfw **FUCK YEAH**
> mfw need to refill water and get snacks
> mfw see friend outside
> mfw b-line for friend to pay him back
> mfw that's a 2x4 with a nail in it
> mfw thats my shoe stuck to it
> mfw MOTHER **FUCKER** and everyone gives me Hydro Perox and Silver Nitrate
> mfw rest of the trip is "yo. I gotta get a Tshot tomorrow. what if I'm too late. what if they cut off my foot. oh man. growing old is losing pieces. oh man. oh geez."
was a good time š
man - that whole trip was an adventure.
I full on felt like the Hobbits when they're hiding from the Rider
but like, not as creepy and kino and more "" holy fuck wurrz me swod ""
Iām dying
b r u h
I was trip sitting a big group one time, had about two first timers and three that had their feet wet so to speak. I decided to do 5 that night and needless to say that's my limit for being a guide. Had one that went very very south and relapsed on self harming (was unaware of anything that was going on in that regard prior as it was a long while since they did that last) and it took about 3 hours, some cool visuals on the tv, and some cleaning up to get everyone back into a good state of mind.
First trip, walked 8 hours all around my town clutching onto a cup of water as if it were nectar of ambrosia and was being guided by my older brothers through a magical wonderland of lights and colors
the next time I did acid
I mixed it with shrooms and ran across the beach barefoot - started tripping that I cut open my foot **again**. I didn't but I was sure I DID.
sorry sorry
the "" That's my limit for being a guide "" got me a laugh - holy fuck.
what timeaday was that walk?
I find dropping about an hour before sunset onnaclear day is key
you get the sunlight, a good sunset, and then the night
8pm until like 4am
noice
Real trippy hours
Oh yeah, plus downtown has so many lights and pretty historic architecture
Day tripping is fun tho
A few red brick roads even.
For sure