Message from @Nathaniel
Discord ID: 512072700550709258
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My subconscious monologue basically spends my whole life telling me that I'm worthless and I shouldn't be where I am because I don't deserve it and it's all a mistake, that I should just put myself out of everyone else's misery, that anything positive that happens in my life is doomed becuase i don't get nice things, that anyone who likes me either hates me and is just pretending for the shits n giggs or is delusional and will eventually realise that they don't want to deal with me and fuck off, that I have no worth or value beyond what I can give people except I'm so shit as a human being that the only way I can get people to care about me is by having sex with them but this results in the previous point. Among other things. @Dino
gotteem
@Hatter I like that one
That’s a fuckin essay my dude
@Uninvited aww the mongoloid thinks it is intelligent
Yes
Shoulda seen the one about my dream.
How cute
Send it
Scroll nigga
my heart is getting some extra excercise
it might grow big and strong
which is bad
Why bad
@coattailsandbowties jeez dont be such a debbie downer!
body doesnt have room for a heart thats 5x
@Ruger ok I'll just go then
Holy.
<:GWpinkuSadOtato:393081466176667648>
cancer
i've had weirder days
<@&418479903571443713>, <@&498259609316884520>, <@&473111631946317824> go commit;
-Heart not
-Bullet brain
-Toaster bath
-Neck rope
-die
-Owie fall
-Leaky arms
-Be black
-Train hug
Sudoku
@Malvulgein that includes you now fuck off
commit dino @ me
Trains need hugging around here
Still real depressing time?
Commit hug me pls 😭
I've a paragraph ready however with Ruger around I may stop.
Do it anyway.
Will do.
dafuq is leaky arms
@coattailsandbowties I share a similar thought however suffer with a very bad supportity complex while also having said thoughts about how worthless I am, any friendship I've had I feel as though I'm making everything worse by simply being there and that I'm constantly ruining events, meet ups etc. While I may not dream I day dream about the many ways I'm a terrible person and the list of why I shouldn't be alive and how my feelings are irrational to the point of me overreacting to nothing.
@Mandy slitting wrists
oh shit yeh
Oof
do we have to talk about depressing stuff
I dreamt that there was a terrible storm and a bunch of fish were thrown into the sky, but the air was dense enough that they didn’t come down. The fish were giant, and they seemed to follow everyone around. They flew freely around the sky until the news came in that they could fall. Everyone set up nets and other things to try to help the falling fish. They fell like feathers and they made almost no noise. I jokingly called one out and it came towards me, and it fell. This one fell faster than the others. It didn’t die when it hit the ground, but was a little hurt. It requested a bath full of water, and it revealed it’s true form to me. She was a beautiful woman disguised as a giant fish. She lived with us for the rest of our lives, and she was named Shelly.