Message from @Ruger

Discord ID: 512072493750681610


2018-11-14 01:11:23 UTC  

Are not.

2018-11-14 01:11:29 UTC  

<@&498259609316884520> commit die or eat shit
<@&473111631946317824> provide said shit then commit die
<@&418479903571443713> pick one

2018-11-14 01:11:37 UTC  

@get_zelfed_123 and for free

2018-11-14 01:11:53 UTC  

<@&498259609316884520> eat horse shit

2018-11-14 01:11:57 UTC  

commit heart not

2018-11-14 01:11:57 UTC  

ha

2018-11-14 01:11:58 UTC  

My subconscious monologue basically spends my whole life telling me that I'm worthless and I shouldn't be where I am because I don't deserve it and it's all a mistake, that I should just put myself out of everyone else's misery, that anything positive that happens in my life is doomed becuase i don't get nice things, that anyone who likes me either hates me and is just pretending for the shits n giggs or is delusional and will eventually realise that they don't want to deal with me and fuck off, that I have no worth or value beyond what I can give people except I'm so shit as a human being that the only way I can get people to care about me is by having sex with them but this results in the previous point. Among other things. @Dino

2018-11-14 01:11:59 UTC  

gotteem

2018-11-14 01:12:10 UTC  

@Hatter I like that one

2018-11-14 01:12:18 UTC  

That’s a fuckin essay my dude

2018-11-14 01:12:24 UTC  

@Uninvited aww the mongoloid thinks it is intelligent

2018-11-14 01:12:29 UTC  

Yes

2018-11-14 01:12:33 UTC  

Shoulda seen the one about my dream.

2018-11-14 01:12:33 UTC  

How cute

2018-11-14 01:12:38 UTC  

Send it

2018-11-14 01:12:47 UTC  

Scroll nigga

2018-11-14 01:13:03 UTC  

my heart is getting some extra excercise

2018-11-14 01:13:06 UTC  

it might grow big and strong

2018-11-14 01:13:11 UTC  

which is bad

2018-11-14 01:13:16 UTC  

Why bad

2018-11-14 01:13:16 UTC  

@coattailsandbowties jeez dont be such a debbie downer!

2018-11-14 01:13:29 UTC  

body doesnt have room for a heart thats 5x

2018-11-14 01:13:50 UTC  

@Ruger ok I'll just go then

2018-11-14 01:13:53 UTC  

Holy.

2018-11-14 01:13:54 UTC  

<:GWpinkuSadOtato:393081466176667648>

2018-11-14 01:14:05 UTC  

I’ve had weirder dreams

2018-11-14 01:14:24 UTC  

cancer

2018-11-14 01:14:33 UTC  

i've had weirder days

2018-11-14 01:14:51 UTC  

<@&418479903571443713>, <@&498259609316884520>, <@&473111631946317824> go commit;
-Heart not
-Bullet brain
-Toaster bath
-Neck rope
-die
-Owie fall
-Leaky arms
-Be black
-Train hug

2018-11-14 01:15:05 UTC  
2018-11-14 01:15:07 UTC  

Sudoku

2018-11-14 01:15:12 UTC  

@Malvulgein that includes you now fuck off

2018-11-14 01:15:16 UTC  

commit dino @ me

2018-11-14 01:15:17 UTC  

Trains need hugging around here

2018-11-14 01:15:41 UTC  

Still real depressing time?

2018-11-14 01:15:42 UTC  

Commit hug me pls 😭

2018-11-14 01:15:54 UTC  

I've a paragraph ready however with Ruger around I may stop.

2018-11-14 01:16:06 UTC  

Do it anyway.

2018-11-14 01:16:10 UTC  

Will do.

2018-11-14 01:16:12 UTC  

dafuq is leaky arms

2018-11-14 01:16:13 UTC  

@coattailsandbowties I share a similar thought however suffer with a very bad supportity complex while also having said thoughts about how worthless I am, any friendship I've had I feel as though I'm making everything worse by simply being there and that I'm constantly ruining events, meet ups etc. While I may not dream I day dream about the many ways I'm a terrible person and the list of why I shouldn't be alive and how my feelings are irrational to the point of me overreacting to nothing.