I'd rather know what I do and don't have

Full on disassosiation is horrible though its rare to have an episode these days but it really is like backseat driving

I'm pretty sure I have autism but since I was raised in an old fashioned Catholic home if I acted up my parents would just beat the fuck out of me

no control

ye it's weird

hyper realization is just as weird

I just go auto pilot some days

when you're suddenly aware of your body and limbs

Oh god that

it's like manually breathing

but for everything

hyperrealisation is fun though

I fucking hate that

HATE IT

I can feel all the air around my fingers and toes

every movement every minor spasm

is it fuck fun

Cathartic as fuck

That just sounds like you're rolling on E

you feel your own muscles creak

gives me the FEAR

When I have moments like that it's just straight hop to death

@Dino Dont do the death hop mi amigo

Sad hour again

sad nigga hours

@Georgiewill Can't stop me faggot

ok so basically just go to doctors and ask for Venlafaxine

solves everything

Sure

Drugs

I found cbt therapy helped a lot when I was at the nooses steps

cbt is a meme

its like alcoholics anonymous but for fucking suicidal cunts

nej

Oui

I can guess the core of my depression so just getting to the stage I can take action on it

cbt is a meme. delude yourself into thinking you're ok

^

I found it relaxing tbh

"this happens because of X and that happens because of X and that happens bc of X if you just stop X you'll be fine smile:)"

Fuck group stuff