sounds horrible

I just got loads of shit that never got diagnosed cause age

like oof I'll sit at my desk and touch my keyboard and the keys feel like they're a foot wide and the edges feel like they're 10 feet steep, its weird as cunt

I'd rather know what I do and don't have

Full on disassosiation is horrible though its rare to have an episode these days but it really is like backseat driving

I'm pretty sure I have autism but since I was raised in an old fashioned Catholic home if I acted up my parents would just beat the fuck out of me

no control

ye it's weird

hyper realization is just as weird

I just go auto pilot some days

when you're suddenly aware of your body and limbs

Oh god that

it's like manually breathing

but for everything

hyperrealisation is fun though

I fucking hate that

HATE IT

I can feel all the air around my fingers and toes

every movement every minor spasm

is it fuck fun

Cathartic as fuck

That just sounds like you're rolling on E

you feel your own muscles creak

gives me the FEAR

When I have moments like that it's just straight hop to death

@Dino Dont do the death hop mi amigo

Sad hour again

sad nigga hours

@Georgiewill Can't stop me faggot

ok so basically just go to doctors and ask for Venlafaxine

solves everything

Sure

Drugs

I found cbt therapy helped a lot when I was at the nooses steps

cbt is a meme

its like alcoholics anonymous but for fucking suicidal cunts

nej

Oui

I can guess the core of my depression so just getting to the stage I can take action on it

cbt is a meme. delude yourself into thinking you're ok

^