Message from @Ruger

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2019-01-10 05:47:39 UTC  

I don't meet people on the internet because I have major trust issues

2019-01-10 05:47:50 UTC  

there are very few people id be willing to meet

2019-01-10 05:47:50 UTC  

That’s fair enough

2019-01-10 05:47:50 UTC  

like to get over anxiety and any other worries about trust or whatever. but no bad experiences so far

2019-01-10 05:48:11 UTC  

i would never wanna go to a big meetup tho

2019-01-10 05:48:22 UTC  

Why

2019-01-10 05:48:29 UTC  

Anxiety?

2019-01-10 05:48:34 UTC  

I think that’d be fun

2019-01-10 05:48:35 UTC  

i psyched myself out of scarborough

2019-01-10 05:48:40 UTC  

wish i hadn't but there you go

2019-01-10 05:48:40 UTC  

no anxiety just doesnt seem fun

2019-01-10 05:48:53 UTC  

aye you'll eventually find out its basically all in yer head, you need to gather up enough examples to convince yer sub-concious

2019-01-10 05:48:53 UTC  

Always another time Jim. I've psyched myself out of shit before.

2019-01-10 05:49:00 UTC  

Get some drinks involved and it could be more fun 😂

2019-01-10 05:49:27 UTC  

I'd be a wallflower at a meet up tbh

2019-01-10 05:49:33 UTC  

anxiety is like knowing a predator will be released into the room without knowing when or what kind

2019-01-10 05:49:37 UTC  

I used to be very nervous meeting new people, but as I said I had to learn to get used to it with my work

2019-01-10 05:49:48 UTC  

im fine with big groups but something about it all being internet people just seems like it would be fun but also to frustrating make it worth it

2019-01-10 05:50:03 UTC  

Most people are different face to face.

2019-01-10 05:50:08 UTC  

like the max number of people id be down to meet at once would be like 3 or so

2019-01-10 05:50:11 UTC  

took me about a decade to break social anxiety disorder like, was tough work

2019-01-10 05:50:11 UTC  

A meet up would be fun

2019-01-10 05:50:21 UTC  

doing this work holiday has helped a lot with it. Got over my fear of heights too

2019-01-10 05:50:22 UTC  

I'm less cutesy irl

2019-01-10 05:50:25 UTC  

It's a mental barrier.

2019-01-10 05:50:26 UTC  

most people are much smaller irl than i imagine them 😂 and i'm not a big guy

2019-01-10 05:50:30 UTC  

Tbh

2019-01-10 05:50:30 UTC  

Always is ruger

2019-01-10 05:50:34 UTC  

If i didn't have to spend 2000 on plane tickets

2019-01-10 05:50:39 UTC  

^

2019-01-10 05:50:46 UTC  

im so thankful to have never had anxiety lmao

2019-01-10 05:50:59 UTC  

Count yourself lucky then.

2019-01-10 05:51:03 UTC  

Lucky wamman

2019-01-10 05:51:04 UTC  

It's torture.

2019-01-10 05:51:13 UTC  

@Soupmeme whaaaaaaaat do you mean to say you dont say uwu casually irl?!??!?!?!?!?

2019-01-10 05:51:40 UTC  

I don't know if I wouldn't chin someone who did that IRL to me.

2019-01-10 05:51:42 UTC  

yea i put myself through hell to break anxiety like

2019-01-10 05:51:42 UTC  

@FUCK fire I only do it sometimes.

2019-01-10 05:51:44 UTC  

worked tho

2019-01-10 05:51:56 UTC  

same, but it didn't work so well

2019-01-10 05:51:59 UTC  

I could meet with soup and Hammond and Albanian if I wanted to they are all within 2/3 days drive from em but I simply don't want to break that level of anonimity