Message from @TBORIOT

Discord ID: 534597193529688105


2019-01-15 04:54:41 UTC  

I am anxious to a degree, but I have been working on my anxiety for a while now, I took some advice from an older friend who passed a while ago now, he said if you don’t push yourself outside of your comfort zone you’re never going to grow. And dam it stuck with me.

2019-01-15 04:54:41 UTC  

time vs % change

2019-01-15 04:54:50 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/418492114679365643/534596302646804490/s-l64.png

2019-01-15 04:54:53 UTC  

there is base line then 1st session, session 2 and then a 6 month follow up.

2019-01-15 04:54:54 UTC  

so low dosage of a psycodelc makes depression that much less worse

2019-01-15 04:55:00 UTC  

i push myself but I proceed to want to vomit

2019-01-15 04:55:00 UTC  

Only 2 sessions.

2019-01-15 04:55:03 UTC  

one of the things about LSD is that it loosens your neural pathways and reforms them as you're coming down, so you can train your mind in certain ways, but it's a double edged sword because it can cause personality shifts

2019-01-15 04:56:05 UTC  

I used to hate speaking in front of people, I was afraid of heights, and I wasn’t ver social, but over the passed 14 months on my working holiday I have surpassed all of those.

2019-01-15 04:56:18 UTC  

ONE of my jobs helped me tackle two of them.

2019-01-15 04:56:20 UTC  

good job mate

2019-01-15 04:56:22 UTC  

I am glad good work.

2019-01-15 04:56:35 UTC  

<:real:437117551089287180> <:heil:445315385340723211>

2019-01-15 04:57:16 UTC  

<:fake:437117551214985246> <:OOF:439608033929330689>

2019-01-15 04:57:25 UTC  

I was an aerial park guide in Ontario, it helped with the whole heights thing and talking to groups as I had to teach groups of up to 20 people how to safely use the climbing gear/do rescues and lowering people from height. Also jumped off of their 70 foot jump tower

2019-01-15 04:57:31 UTC  

Thanks fuck I'm finished.

2019-01-15 04:57:47 UTC  

Just drive hame now.

2019-01-15 04:57:52 UTC  

Ayyyy

2019-01-15 04:58:03 UTC  

https://youtu.be/3LjnGlF99X8 this is the tower I jumped off of

2019-01-15 04:58:23 UTC  

@Tea have a safe journy mate

2019-01-15 04:58:25 UTC  

Also thanks guys 😀

2019-01-15 04:58:30 UTC  

Fuck heights.

2019-01-15 04:58:34 UTC  

i hate heights so much dude

2019-01-15 04:58:41 UTC  

I did too

2019-01-15 04:58:45 UTC  

i like the views

2019-01-15 04:58:47 UTC  

I'm no scared of heights, but fuck them.

2019-01-15 04:59:02 UTC  

But working WITH the fear helps a lot.

2019-01-15 04:59:07 UTC  

I had a great opportunity

2019-01-15 04:59:08 UTC  

I dislike heights, I like to have my feet firmly on the ground

2019-01-15 04:59:09 UTC  

i get that

2019-01-15 04:59:28 UTC  

I ain't no monkey. I have respect for cunts that can do it though.

2019-01-15 04:59:58 UTC  

I'm built like I belong in the mountains

2019-01-15 05:00:17 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/418492114679365643/534597671890059313/Vollenweider2010.png

2019-01-15 05:00:27 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/418492114679365643/534597713879367680/vollenweider2010.pdf

2019-01-15 05:00:42 UTC  

good paper

2019-01-15 05:00:43 UTC  

i used to climb on trees as a child and just stay there and relax when i was bored

2019-01-15 05:01:22 UTC  

does thc have similar results to psychelics

2019-01-15 05:01:27 UTC  

no

2019-01-15 05:02:01 UTC  

Ffs trying to listen to music but a junkies out side my house screaming about losing his bucky

2019-01-15 05:02:03 UTC  

It was a fun course, but when you trust your equipment you can have some real fun, one part we had to do was learn rope access, so basically just attach a device we called a D4 to our harness, feed the rope through and lower ourselves down.