Message from @soup dad

Discord ID: 536411284321730564


2019-01-20 05:05:04 UTC  

@everyone

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2019-01-20 05:05:06 UTC  

Pretty much ^

2019-01-20 05:05:07 UTC  

they give yout he fucks to do things, which before they start working properly gives people the energy/motivation to off themselves

2019-01-20 05:05:14 UTC  

Its weird like

2019-01-20 05:05:18 UTC  

I do stuff because I know i have to

2019-01-20 05:05:25 UTC  

cmon i was eating

2019-01-20 05:05:28 UTC  

just as i open a can of baked beans

2019-01-20 05:05:29 UTC  

I hate myself by doing it

2019-01-20 05:05:33 UTC  

ey dim

2019-01-20 05:05:38 UTC  

but I do it for the reason I know it does something

2019-01-20 05:05:38 UTC  

The only thing you need to miss is me with that bullshit

2019-01-20 05:05:43 UTC  

Hi dim

2019-01-20 05:06:00 UTC  

so, what do you have as an end goal

2019-01-20 05:06:09 UTC  

Scat and Meme sluts when they hold the rank but haven’t been on in months

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2019-01-20 05:06:09 UTC  

what does the better, non depressed you look like in your head

2019-01-20 05:06:11 UTC  

Bench 250+ , curl 65 per arm

2019-01-20 05:06:16 UTC  

Im still depressed

2019-01-20 05:06:21 UTC  

just stronger and depressed lmao

2019-01-20 05:06:35 UTC  

My emotions are completely fucked

2019-01-20 05:06:38 UTC  

It's Saturday night why weren't you out with your mates

2019-01-20 05:06:56 UTC  

also the whole suicidal thing and not really caring about if i live or die is a problem

2019-01-20 05:07:01 UTC  

Did we already talk about psychedelic assisted psychotherapy? @soup dad

2019-01-20 05:07:07 UTC  

yeah its illegal so

2019-01-20 05:07:12 UTC  

doesn't matter like

2019-01-20 05:07:18 UTC  

I would rec mushrooms

2019-01-20 05:07:30 UTC  

Id have to figure out how to get them

2019-01-20 05:07:35 UTC  

My friend might have an idea tho

2019-01-20 05:07:39 UTC  

I don’t understand how suicide is illegal

2019-01-20 05:07:39 UTC  

i hope they arent expensive

2019-01-20 05:07:49 UTC  

They say its illegal, but good luck stopping me

2019-01-20 05:07:50 UTC  

There are lots of good studies about them being used on treatment resistant depression.

2019-01-20 05:07:53 UTC  

^

2019-01-20 05:07:56 UTC  

I mean fuck it

2019-01-20 05:07:57 UTC  

Like if you off yourself what’re they gonna do, arrest you?

2019-01-20 05:07:59 UTC  

I willing ot try

2019-01-20 05:08:01 UTC  

Yeah

2019-01-20 05:08:02 UTC  

they do

2019-01-20 05:08:05 UTC  

then throw in crazy house

2019-01-20 05:08:12 UTC  

not really

2019-01-20 05:08:13 UTC  

Suicide reflects badly on the government of the country

2019-01-20 05:08:17 UTC  

it's more outlook shifting