I mostly would like a therapist for issues I suspect I have

Your body has alot of information in blood, you litrally might just have a nutrient deficiency or you might struggle to absorb something. So your brain might be struggling to get oxygen. You can learn alot from your blood

Might be physical and mental combined

I do have increasing issues with anxiety tbh as I've gotten older

Mind and body work together. when one lacks the other gets worse

Get a blood test

Just in case

And then I also have issues with disassociating sometimes

Nothing wrong with that for sure. Do you not have local resources regarding support groups?

And sleep paralysis which I think is somewhat connected to my mental health maybe

Not really no

It could also be physical

What state are you in?

Oregon

That's weird.....

I do wonder if sleep paralysis is associated with mental instability

It's easier to get free mental care when you're young tbh

My friend got it pretty easily starting through her school

Im going to need to do some research

From there she already had state assistance

I only get it when I'm exhausted and depressed at the same time

I need initial therapy and stuff though which I can't afford to get into that

Well more I need to be evaluated

Even through medicare?

I don't think I can apply for free medicare

I mean unless I guess if I fiddle with the way I write out my paperwork

Then Write your Paperwork

But last time I tried I ran into a big roadblock... this was 3 years ago

Sorry not medicare

Don't remember the roadblock I was having

I tried 2 different programs

Neither I could apply for

Oh

So I've just kinda given up since then

Not Nice

In california we have Medi-cal......

Imma do some research on this.

Don't worry, @Farunel

yes

medi-cal is a thing

I mean now my income is... 0 lol