And then I also have issues with disassociating sometimes

Nothing wrong with that for sure. Do you not have local resources regarding support groups?

And sleep paralysis which I think is somewhat connected to my mental health maybe

Not really no

It could also be physical

What state are you in?

Oregon

That's weird.....

I do wonder if sleep paralysis is associated with mental instability

It's easier to get free mental care when you're young tbh

My friend got it pretty easily starting through her school

Im going to need to do some research

From there she already had state assistance

I only get it when I'm exhausted and depressed at the same time

I need initial therapy and stuff though which I can't afford to get into that

Well more I need to be evaluated

Even through medicare?

I don't think I can apply for free medicare

I mean unless I guess if I fiddle with the way I write out my paperwork

Then Write your Paperwork

But last time I tried I ran into a big roadblock... this was 3 years ago

Sorry not medicare

Don't remember the roadblock I was having

I tried 2 different programs

Neither I could apply for

Oh

So I've just kinda given up since then

Not Nice

In california we have Medi-cal......

Imma do some research on this.

Don't worry, @Farunel

yes

medi-cal is a thing

I mean now my income is... 0 lol

So I might be able to apply for more things

? Why? What do you do for a living?

Nothing, currently

I quit working at Goodwill last June

The stress was just having really bad physical and mental effects on me

I mean in Capitalism bread waits for you, in socialism you wait for bread

Well this year my sister and I are going to start out business