it's a shitty quality, but it's the song Neverland by Crywolf played backwards and slowed down a little. I couldn't upload the whole thing so this is the end part I was talking about if you're interested in hearing it. I shortened it a lot, but probably still could start a the 2 minute marker .

Am I hearing things? lol

@lmbd Bless you for your kind words. So glad I have this community or I'd go insane. My hubby has come around on some stuff as he's seeing things happen. And I purposely play Nemos videos while he's around. He likes his calm voice. And he's starting to listen! Haha. Bless all of you for all the work you do. Many of you have delved deeper and darker than I have and I know how hard it must be. Like many I came here for the children.

Disney was hard for me. And the Nickolodeon stuff - my kids watched that. Makes me sick.

Yep, I felt so guilty about Disney. My choice was-do I let it destroy my wonderful memories of family bonding or learn and move on?

This is an old reference back on the 29th, but on the Bratz dolls, etc. I don't know if it was Bratz but my daughter wanted a Halloween costume of one of these cartoon characters (Monster High? Is that a thing? I don't remember). Anyway, I did not win my mom of the year award that year. She puts the thing on and it has fishnet stockings! I'm like are you kidding me? But even then I laughed it off as being a bad mom. It didn't even occur to me there was a systematic effort to sexualize children. Maybe the more naive you are, the harder all this is.

Agreed. I miss those innocent days - not just of my children, but ME. You can't unsee. You can't go back or pretend it's not real.

It's so difficult anymore, I see satanic shit everywhere, in all the games I play, the fantasy books I used to love like Majic Tree House, and Disney was a huge part in my childhood.💔

Now its all ruined by pedofiles....

I said too much to my boyfriend in the beginning, he still thinks Q is a bunch of cultist and we get into some long debates. I've gotten him to agree with me on some things, but I don't think he sees the bigger picture.

He thinks Pizzagate is just made up by someone on 4chen and that Podesta leaked his own emails and tried to compare it to Kavanah's situation. smh I never know where to begin anymore. I try to talk about small things here and there, but he still thinks it's all a stretch.

It sucks cause it's caused a big wedge in our relationship, he gets upset when he sees whenever i'm researching this stuff, and even will look through my history just laughing at all the stuff I'm researching. He thinks he's somehow lost me. I hope one day it all will make more sense to him. No matter what I say to him he thinks it's all some Republican larp.

@Isamaria I hear ya. It’s hard. That child trafficking rings are being busted every day, and the NXYIM thing should have opened some eyes. The push to normalize pedophilia is another red flag. My son whose home from college brought up he heard Ginsberg (I finished sentence for him) thinks age of consent should be 12. I know I had told him before. But it’s just his crazy Q mom saying it. Haha. It all goes so deep and so dark.

And yes I see it everywhere now too. Magic treehouse too? Had those in my classroom and for my kids. Geez. Everywhere.

@Maga gal Thanks, I'll look into all of what you mentioned and send it to him. As far as the magic tree house I'm not 100%, just a few things struck me as odd. But there's so many different works inspired by Merlin, it's hard to really say. I'd have to reread it to remember everything.

@Isamaria It’s like when I realized my ex had Narcissistic Personality Disorder! I saw narcs everywhere.

@Maga gal you know you’re not alone. No one here is. I’m blessed to be with someone who turned me onto Dustin. Our house is Qhouse. We redpill together but he can go overboard sometimes. I have to reel him in. Lol but sadly we live in the very liberal socialist state of California and are closet Republicans.... Orange County is actually a red county but our elections were rigged. All Dems won here. Totally suspicious. Anyway, not to take you back to dark thoughts but even my 220+ lb gruff carpenter hubby cries like a baby over the pedo stuff, when we see proofs, when we inch slowly toward light... every time... he cries. I cry. It’s an outrageous situation we are in. It calls for outrageous courage on all of our parts, whether we are victims, survivors, parents or guardians of those affected. And as I preach to my 5 yr old “your choice, your behavior, your consequence,” pedos’ outrageously bad choices and bad behaviors....shall get outrageously bad consequences.

Here is a really interesting video on narcissistic victims - starts a little slow but this woman really puts it all together https://youtu.be/W2zM2jPNOuY

@MamaLana Sourdough Thank you s

So much for sharing that mama

Really helps

Pizzagate was the first thing that I learned about, through a lot of digging, long before I even heard about Q. I remember telling him about it and him being understanding, but now that it has to do with Q it's suddenly a crazy conspiracy. He refused to believe a President, especially Trump, will do anything anymore to create real change, says it's all a big joke and I'm buying into propaganda. When I went down that rabbit hole of those leaked video's you're talking about, i got a little depressed there, and i think he blames that on Q too. He doesn't believe there's anything we can do, "so why dwell on those things, why look into them and get upset over them?" is his logic. He thinks I'm just emotionally attached and dwelling on it cause I was abused as a kid and just should go back to focusing on other things. To me it's more than that. I think the citizen journalism is important and that together by knowing these things and working together to investigate this more can make a difference. I do tend to get emotional about it, and can understand why it'd be a hard concept for anyone to accept, because if they accept that then they have to accept so much more, and then everything else starts to make more sense lol. It is kinda scary though, but I've gotten to the point where I don't care about that. I think we're all capable of living differently, and I think we can create real change, that there's change going on all over the world. I feel like I got off topic there lol

Bless you all though! It means a lot to be able to talk to people that understand.

@Isamaria absolutely we can make change. We have to. We can’t just turn a blind eye and pretend we don’t know my husband is a boy the same way. He is a veteran and has seen horrible things and I think he just want to block it ya know?

@Maga gal Yeah, I can understand that for sure. I didn't pace myself very well, i went down many rabbit holes and had to focus on some spiritual healing lol. Had to take a step back and decide what I want to do now that I know all this, how do i keep moving forward. I still love researching though, which even blows my IRL Q friends minds.

I guess my one friend isn't into Q as much as David Wilcock and Wisdom Teachings, but she still thinks Q's ligit, she just doesn't follow the posts. She always tells me to quit looking into all these topics and to watch Wisdom Teachings lol

After all this comes to light and arrests I'd love to get a job punishing these ppl lol

Awesome conversation ladies. So much wisdom and truth here.Thank you.

Does anyone know where those videos came from? I think I came across four.

@Isamaria your story is same as way too many in the servers. That’s why it’s important to be open to communication with trusteds here - and pacing yourself- when you go too far/too fast, be honest and gentle with yourself and step back. Let us know if you’re having a hard time. We understand and don’t expect people in here more than they can and it’s important to take care of ourselves and our families. 🙏💜wwg1wga

@Isamaria which vids? There’s so many. I can root around with a couple researchers to find out. I’m glad you’re looking at your sources and doing your own digging. It really helps you to learn what’s going on and get a sense for disinfo and shills

https://twitter.com/DeepStateExpose/status/1073738728147959808

popped up yesterday....was hoping to find some alternate source to confirm it

Did anyone see the snippet of the congressman talking about the Hillary/Aberndin video of them sexually abusing a child and drinking her blood. It was about things that are being left up on social media. But that he brought up those specifics had to be to redpoll people of what is coming.

@Maga gal During the Google testimony? I’m not recalling it being specific to Hillary... more in general terms. I’ll see if I can find it. But yeah, the fact that it is being brought up by politicians etc is awesome-more people exposed!

Yes it mentioned Hillary and huma! I’ve tried to find it. There’s a video that puts the dialogue on bottom but I’m trying to find one with the audio.

@lmbd posted that in here like 23hrs ago

Oh good, great minds think alike! 😉

the raid actually happened in july-august

and it wasn't in vatican

south america actually