Message from @Deleted User
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No one is over 18
Once yoy turn 18 on the internet you die
^
I only have 2 more years
F
play a german marching song at my funeral
Ok i will
Its like that one group of kids in fallout 3
i've been looking for the version of this video with the visuals for ages
"England is like so cucked, man, I mean come on, I've been to Paris and there's like no English people there." - History's greatest quote
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm........
"Somebody turned on the dirty blues, well I know you don't like the blues, 'cause the words are always the same, and they kind of remind you... Somebody turned the blues on me, well I don't like the blues 'cause I can't see through the tears that come, and make it hard to find you."
Im 14 and this is deep
*Somethings can't be fixed you either move on or get left behind*
@A Pesky Sæxon stop
I lived the robot life as a way to deal with my alcoholic parents, I played vidya for 10k hours from the time I was 15 to just a few months ago. The neet, robot, socially isolated, autistic lifestyle and personality isn't me it was just a character i fell into to keep me from blowing my brains out and it did just that, I'm alive after all? But now im 19 and after the fires have settled and I've decided to put that life behind me I find myself lost trying to piece back together the person I was before this. I know it will take time for this personality to melt away just as it took time for my normie pre robot personality to fade away. Even with the pressures of abusive alcoholic parents.
I remember being such a fucking normie too. I cringe remembering who I was back then but i smile remembering Emily. When I was younger I used to have girls crush on me all the fucking time and even when my sanity and character had long deteriorated it wasn't until my body went that all that went away. to believe i went from being loved by someone to not even being able to make eye contact with a girl for years now. i hold onto the memories of that time because they are the closest thing I know to normalcy and true happiness.
While I spent my time as a robot I started learning history and anthropology, I studied philosophy and psychology I hunted a pedophile for a year and ended up saving a dozen kids from it. In a normal environment I'm a normal person, my nature dictates that I can once again become a well adjusted functioning person within another 2 years and that's what keeps me going.
My time in hell comes a little bit shorter for every step I take. And as horrible as it felt i will always remember this time and will carry its lessons with me for the rest of my life
@Deleted User at least you where able make eye contact at some point i cant make eye contact and am always on edge talking to women
Also if you did all that stuff you will be able to make it
RIP Charles Manson
YEETUS THAT FETUS
/fit/ feels (even though I've never been on fit...)
>be me 18
>Chubby, not too obese but def out of shape and can barely run
>decide enoughs enough and do something about it
>begin intermittent fasting diet, only eat between times of 2 PM - 10 PM
>Ability to control hunger achieved for once in my life
>Start working out, lift weights 3 days of the week, cardio 4 days of the week
>Start of first summer, can barely jog 2 miles without essentially breaking down physically, can't do a single pull up
>End of summer, jog 6 miles daily, can do 5+ pull ups
>Weight no longer starts with the number 2
>Family tells me I look thinner and healthier
>look in mirror one day while lifting, notice for the first time in my life I'm actually confident with the way I look
>Feel more alive than ever