Message from @country doggo

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2019-03-07 02:45:57 UTC  

Then I graduated and literally everything changed

2019-03-07 02:46:45 UTC  

Please god don't let me make a joke about Kurt Cobain

2019-03-07 02:46:48 UTC  

Please god don't let me make a joke about Kurt Cobain

2019-03-07 02:46:51 UTC  

Please god don't let me make a joke about Kurt Cobain

2019-03-07 02:47:01 UTC  

Go for it

2019-03-07 02:47:13 UTC  

So you were close to Kurt Cobaining yourself?

2019-03-07 02:47:15 UTC  

Mods he has my permission

2019-03-07 02:47:19 UTC  

Lol

2019-03-07 02:47:23 UTC  

Yes

2019-03-07 02:47:28 UTC  

Kek.

2019-03-07 02:47:33 UTC  

00 buck nigga

2019-03-07 02:47:41 UTC  

Kurt cobrained?

2019-03-07 02:48:28 UTC  

But things changed, no matter how bad things get I'm a man of steel, as long as no one is dead or hurt nothing is bad

2019-03-07 02:48:39 UTC  

I've got nerves of steel

2019-03-07 02:48:43 UTC  

And I'm not big into books

2019-03-07 02:49:00 UTC  

*hacking banks*
*hacking white house*

2019-03-07 02:49:16 UTC  

So what made you not kill yourself?

2019-03-07 02:56:58 UTC  

Pizza

2019-03-07 02:58:03 UTC  

Knowing that what lies beyond probably isn't much better

2019-03-07 02:59:01 UTC  

Wdym?

2019-03-07 03:07:33 UTC  

Furry waifu

2019-03-07 03:07:40 UTC  

Jk

2019-03-07 03:07:53 UTC  

Idk

2019-03-07 03:08:00 UTC  

Having money

2019-03-07 03:08:08 UTC  

And picking up exercise

2019-03-07 03:08:33 UTC  

And being talented in many fields

2019-03-07 03:08:57 UTC  

When I escaped the realm of being a minimum wage cuck life got better

2019-03-07 03:12:10 UTC  

After my son died, I broke up with my ex and I had my metal break down. I lost my job, I was constantly angry, I was on the verge of being homeless. There is a bridge in a park where the trains cross over the park and into the city. Underneath it is a river that has do not swim signs because it has a powerful undercurrent and is deep as fuck.
Bought a chain from home depot and got a cinder block. My plan was to leave a note saying I left the country so my family wouldnt think I ended it. I was going to walk the tracks and either get hit by the train or tie my belt around my neck, loop the chain around the buckle and jump off with the cinder block.

Got hungry and decide to have pizza as my last meal. Love pizza. Sitting in the park I got thinking about what I was doing and how much id miss the things id love. The people I cared about. The things id never get to do again. The things I would miss out on. Who would take care of my cat? Who was going to be there for my friends? After a while I ended up driving home and passing out on the couch at my grandparents. I got a job. I picked myself up. I got better. I have another son. It sometimes hurts to hold him cause I remember my first. But I'm strong, all because I wanted a fucking pizza.

2019-03-07 03:12:23 UTC  

Hol up.

2019-03-07 03:12:26 UTC  

You had a kid?

2019-03-07 03:12:29 UTC  

And he died?

2019-03-07 03:12:33 UTC  

How fucking old are you?

2019-03-07 03:12:44 UTC  

27

2019-03-07 03:13:11 UTC  

This happened when i was 24

2019-03-07 03:13:17 UTC  

@bdog that's a nice story

2019-03-07 03:13:24 UTC  

Thank you for telling

2019-03-07 03:13:27 UTC  

How'd your kid die?

2019-03-07 03:14:01 UTC  

Stillborn

2019-03-07 03:14:05 UTC  

@bdog damn

2019-03-07 03:14:08 UTC  

Life certainly can be a sack of shit to a lot of people

2019-03-07 03:14:16 UTC  

Sorry to hear that