Message from @country doggo
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IMPORTANT MESSAGE: OK, this is one serious issue. Many times I have seen people wanting to end their lives, and they end um venting in feels. One of the users vented, and he was very close to icing himself. We talked and he actually seeked help. Then, one asshole comes and messages him for him to do it, this kind of shitposting won't be tolerated on feels. I can guarantee you there are at least 30 people in this server with suicidal thoughts, and sometimes all they need is a conversation with a stranger, and advice or maybe just venting. This kind of shit won't be tolerated at the feels channel, I gave the guy a strike and using the channel configurations I permanently banned him from the feels channel. I encourage you guys to report, and the other mods to do the same.
I feel like alot of depressed people here are younger highschool/middle school aged people. I can assure you life will be better as soon as you graduate
^
All that social pressure, anxiety, fear of the future etc... will go away
Tbh nothing you do at that age mattered
Unless you did something real bad that got on your permanent record.
I was worried I was going to be a virgin the rest of my life, I hated everyone and everything and thought about killing myself daily. These are just passing thoughts made through rash emotional decisions
Believe me I've been in that dark place, I remember when I put a shotgun in my mouth, saying god is dead there is nothing for me in life etc...
Then I graduated and literally everything changed
Please god don't let me make a joke about Kurt Cobain
Please god don't let me make a joke about Kurt Cobain
Please god don't let me make a joke about Kurt Cobain
Go for it
So you were close to Kurt Cobaining yourself?
Mods he has my permission
Lol
Yes
Kek.
Kurt cobrained?
But things changed, no matter how bad things get I'm a man of steel, as long as no one is dead or hurt nothing is bad
I've got nerves of steel
And I'm not big into books
*hacking banks*
*hacking white house*
So what made you not kill yourself?
Pizza
Knowing that what lies beyond probably isn't much better
Wdym?
Furry waifu
Jk
Idk
Having money
And picking up exercise
And being talented in many fields
When I escaped the realm of being a minimum wage cuck life got better
After my son died, I broke up with my ex and I had my metal break down. I lost my job, I was constantly angry, I was on the verge of being homeless. There is a bridge in a park where the trains cross over the park and into the city. Underneath it is a river that has do not swim signs because it has a powerful undercurrent and is deep as fuck.
Bought a chain from home depot and got a cinder block. My plan was to leave a note saying I left the country so my family wouldnt think I ended it. I was going to walk the tracks and either get hit by the train or tie my belt around my neck, loop the chain around the buckle and jump off with the cinder block.
Got hungry and decide to have pizza as my last meal. Love pizza. Sitting in the park I got thinking about what I was doing and how much id miss the things id love. The people I cared about. The things id never get to do again. The things I would miss out on. Who would take care of my cat? Who was going to be there for my friends? After a while I ended up driving home and passing out on the couch at my grandparents. I got a job. I picked myself up. I got better. I have another son. It sometimes hurts to hold him cause I remember my first. But I'm strong, all because I wanted a fucking pizza.
Hol up.
You had a kid?
And he died?