Message from @ghostshark
Discord ID: 554747030237609992
I do have "actual" friends too, just that there isn't that many of them and we rarely get to talk
It's like you are starving
And you say you do have food in the fridge
But it's just that you don't go for a bite.
I still technically do, but there isn't a lot either way
And why should I? Seems pointless to me
Because otherwise you'll get bored
And eventually miserable (^:
I would know
I can't build new relations quickly as I'm a literal autist, but I do keep around all the friends I've made in the past, even if we don't talk often
And I don't really get bored because of that, my mood and the way I see shit changes after a liter and a half of vodka
So does everyone's
Indeed
Then I shouldn't be worried about that; it's not my interactions with the people that make my existence feel meaningless even if it isn't, it's the enviroment and the daily routine
Then spice things up
Shoot up a school
Get a hobby
Play new vidya
Kek
I would do new shit if I had the means to, my village is a dead end both in terms of population and infrastructure, plus I don't seem to find even new things to be as interesting as the old ones were before
Guess I'll just try to sleep now since the snow hasn't melted completely yet and I'm gonna need rest to handle half-melted wet shit that sticks together and makes my back wanna kill itself after carrying 500 whole shovels of it even a short distance
Get a motorcycle
jesus i fuck that title
I WANNA FUCKING DIE <:aaaaAAAAAAAAA:550456611328622606> <:aaaaAAAAAAAAA:550456611328622606> <:aaaaAAAAAAAAA:550456611328622606> <:aaaaAAAAAAAAA:550456611328622606> <:aaaaAAAAAAAAA:550456611328622606>
and before you ask why there is absolutely no reason
wtf
what happened to all the roles
>mom I wish I was a dinosaur
>Why? Cause they're scary?
>No, because they're dead.
Kek.
>mom I wish I could be a plane
>Why because they can fly?
>no so I can hang like those models
*Dabs*
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@Deleted User
I would if I could
I can't because 1) I don't have the money to buy one and 2) autists in Russia can't legally obtain a driver's license that allows you to operate anything past a fucking motorized wheelchair, and I'm an autist
Drive in a wheelchair nigga.
If I get the chance, I most definetely will
Just imagine a bunch of junkies gathering on the side of the road to share some heroin when they see a retard in a wheelchair drive over to them with bassboosted Filthy Frank music blasting through the speakers on the back of said wheelchair and steal their heroin in the middle of all the confusion
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