Message from @ghostshark

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2019-03-11 18:26:15 UTC  

I do have "actual" friends too, just that there isn't that many of them and we rarely get to talk

2019-03-11 18:27:05 UTC  

It's like you are starving

2019-03-11 18:27:14 UTC  

And you say you do have food in the fridge

2019-03-11 18:27:36 UTC  

But it's just that you don't go for a bite.

2019-03-11 18:27:52 UTC  

I still technically do, but there isn't a lot either way

2019-03-11 18:28:02 UTC  

And why should I? Seems pointless to me

2019-03-11 18:28:13 UTC  

Because otherwise you'll get bored

2019-03-11 18:28:21 UTC  

And eventually miserable (^:

2019-03-11 18:28:32 UTC  

I would know

2019-03-11 18:30:21 UTC  

I can't build new relations quickly as I'm a literal autist, but I do keep around all the friends I've made in the past, even if we don't talk often
And I don't really get bored because of that, my mood and the way I see shit changes after a liter and a half of vodka

2019-03-11 18:30:46 UTC  

So does everyone's

2019-03-11 18:32:22 UTC  

Indeed
Then I shouldn't be worried about that; it's not my interactions with the people that make my existence feel meaningless even if it isn't, it's the enviroment and the daily routine

2019-03-11 18:32:37 UTC  

Then spice things up

2019-03-11 18:32:43 UTC  

Shoot up a school

2019-03-11 18:32:47 UTC  

Get a hobby

2019-03-11 18:32:51 UTC  

Play new vidya

2019-03-11 18:36:07 UTC  

Kek

2019-03-11 18:37:33 UTC  

I would do new shit if I had the means to, my village is a dead end both in terms of population and infrastructure, plus I don't seem to find even new things to be as interesting as the old ones were before

2019-03-11 18:40:34 UTC  

Guess I'll just try to sleep now since the snow hasn't melted completely yet and I'm gonna need rest to handle half-melted wet shit that sticks together and makes my back wanna kill itself after carrying 500 whole shovels of it even a short distance

2019-03-11 18:44:18 UTC  

Get a motorcycle

2019-03-11 19:26:38 UTC  

I’ve been dealing with brain fog the past few months and I hate it and idk how to get rid of it

2019-03-12 10:51:13 UTC  

I WANNA FUCKING DIE <:aaaaAAAAAAAAA:550456611328622606> <:aaaaAAAAAAAAA:550456611328622606> <:aaaaAAAAAAAAA:550456611328622606> <:aaaaAAAAAAAAA:550456611328622606> <:aaaaAAAAAAAAA:550456611328622606>

2019-03-12 10:51:29 UTC  

and before you ask why there is absolutely no reason

2019-03-12 10:53:50 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/554980366713094154/rAJ8b76opyfZcdFUQ53Csg_r.png

2019-03-12 10:54:02 UTC  

wtf

2019-03-12 10:54:06 UTC  

what happened to all the roles

2019-03-12 11:26:40 UTC  
2019-03-12 11:27:18 UTC  

>mom I wish I was a dinosaur
>Why? Cause they're scary?
>No, because they're dead.

2019-03-12 11:27:45 UTC  

Kek.

2019-03-12 11:59:02 UTC  

>mom I wish I could be a plane

2019-03-12 11:59:08 UTC  

>Why because they can fly?

2019-03-12 11:59:15 UTC  

>no so I can hang like those models

2019-03-12 11:59:20 UTC  

*Dabs*

2019-03-12 11:59:38 UTC  

πŸ‘Œ

2019-03-12 12:03:16 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/554997839655206937/CAT.png

2019-03-12 14:11:25 UTC  

@Deleted User
I would if I could
I can't because 1) I don't have the money to buy one and 2) autists in Russia can't legally obtain a driver's license that allows you to operate anything past a fucking motorized wheelchair, and I'm an autist

2019-03-12 14:12:01 UTC  

Drive in a wheelchair nigga.

2019-03-12 14:15:07 UTC  

If I get the chance, I most definetely will
Just imagine a bunch of junkies gathering on the side of the road to share some heroin when they see a retard in a wheelchair drive over to them with bassboosted Filthy Frank music blasting through the speakers on the back of said wheelchair and steal their heroin in the middle of all the confusion

2019-03-12 14:15:08 UTC  

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