nice

Ready for a /nightwalk/

perfect weather for /nightwalk/

I'm flooded in, so I'm just listening to doomer music while fucking around on games

Fucking hell
Do you ever forget yourself and just go about with your daily routine, then you take a moment to think about shit or see your reflection and remember who you are and what situation you're in, then existential dread sets in and you wanna ask God: "Yo, my nigga, what the FUCK did I do in my past lives to deserve this shit?"

Yeah, I've been there before. Usually when half asleep and zoned out of sleep meds and listening to music.

It's usually "I know I'm real in this moment, and I'm thinking these thoughts, but I know at some point, there will be a time where there will be no more thoughts and none of this shit matters."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CPM5HbLJFd0

I like this version of the song

Kind of
For me it's usually caused by returning home after working, looking in the mirror, realizing who I am, what was my past, what is my present and what might be my future, then I start feeling as if God has decided to shit on my life in particular for some reason

Shit my dude.

I get it. I've been definitely struggling to keep my sleep medication dependency under control. So much to the point where I'm like "why bother regulating this at all."

I'll hit you up in DM, Syndrome

I’ve given up on all that Jazz

And life haha

I think people in general are the cause of doomers

Your right

Like, when the entire world points at white males and go "you are the problem"

and then when we get constantly shit on and get depressed they go "ur a white male you attention seeking faggot"

Yeah there’s lots of fucked up stuff in society

I’ve like I said given up on that

>tfw some days you don't even feel like there's a point to get out of bed

>tfw those are the majority of the days

>praying for a happening because you might actually feel alive for once

I am actually a fucking doomer I thought it was just a meme but it fucking isn’t

Holy fucking goddamn

I don’t want to do this anymore

https://i.warosu.org/data/biz/img/0116/79/1541699182184.png

Life could be just not

Just not a thing no more anything

tbh

the only thing keeping me going is just the desire for a happening

Me too

I met someone

So that’s one reason

But that’s fucking stuiped

The only things that still can make me keep going are my faith in God and the will to continue my bloodline, if I'd just kill myself, I'd not only go to Hell, but also make all the efforts of my parents, grandparents, great grandparents and all the ancestors before them futile

yeah i can understand that

my grandpa trained me as a child to carry on his legacy. if he couldn't stop the commies, he wanted me to do it

but idk how the fuck do that

I fucking would if I could but life is so fucking bleak