Maybe I have to just live with it

Also It's okay to vent corin

I hate to feel powerless over my own life

Big companies only exploit us for money

maybe that's because I'm a little bitch or not

or nah

Nothing wrong with letting it all out instead of bottling it up

And no your not a little bitch

I don't get why I don't get a job either I just

One day I'll just become another lone gunman statistic

It was I can't because people just won't accept me

till it was like march or something

it's middle of april

there's no excuse for it I just gave up on getting a job

I overthink shit constantly, which leads me to contemplate the futility of life without God, so I'm afraid that if I for some reason go full retard and become an atheist, I'll either kill myself or become a hedonistic degenerate or a criminal

@Corinthian people will accept you fam, you just need to put your self out there

@Higura do it in the middle east at least

at this point I don't want to

I know I have to

Don't give up fam

The world is not sustainable. Shit hordes will eventually overpopulate the west and kill off everyone

Do what i do and try to apply to as many places that are hiring

Find a place of interest

And everyone is too blind to see it

Hold onto what you see as the most important thing in your life and don't let yourself get dragged further down into even worse depression @Corinthian

Wait you really belive the white race will get wiped out @Higura

Maybe I just don't have that power in me, to push things forward.

Not all at once

It'll be a slow decline

that's maybe a reason for why I didn't get accepted in the art school

Oh you poor fool

And cucks and soys will cheer as they are erased

If you don't want to pull forward, get a grip on something and don't let yourself fall backwards @Corinthian

It wont be open borders that'll do us in cat

I've seen the bottom of the pit

And It's a nuclear ridden hell scape

The traitors on the inside?

Believe in something, whether it's God, family or hope for a better future @Corinthian

@Corinthian you just gotta keep pushing yourself fam

I keep telling myself I can stop it. But with each affirmation of my beliefs, I feel the target of the FBI

They'll kill me for trying to save the world