My office smells fucking terrible because raccoons were raised in it beforehand, no matter how much I try and clean it. I can't even muster the motivation to pick up the deadfall from around my yard. Firewood goes unchopped and my wife has become more like my caretaker it seems. Even hunting has lost its joy for me, because it just becomes another task. The buck fever I used to get is gone, and I simply line up whatever I'm shooting and squeeze the trigger, hoping it'll drop easily so I can go back home and sit in front of the idiot box for another hour with my drink. Sorry for all this fag shit, just something that's been on my mind for a while and you all are

some real niggas who also don't know me so maybe you can give me an outside perspective.

maybe im drunk

but

you're a man

you deserve way fucking better

you serverd in the fucking military for fuck sakes

you need to get out and grab life by the balls

go travel

start independent businesses

get your own money your own way

im not saying you gotta be wolf of wall street

but you gotta be fucking wild

you deserve way better man

you're a cool and funny guy

you don't gotta leave your wife or anything

but give yourself a little freedom

maybe cruise a little bit down the streets and feel the flow of freedom

you might be like

oh but that's not realistic

why not?

try! try and live and exciting life!

and that goes for all of you fucks

i know life can bring you down

maybe a girl/boy did you wrong

or maybe you lost a job

or you can't get a job at all!

learn a fucking skill. go on youtube and watfh a video one something that you think is interesting and that will make you money

this world is so fucking short, and i can feel myself rotting!

we need to take action boys

let's live life!

wooooooooo

also you don't have to be a douch to make money

we can make a living and still be kinf

kind*

I Should just stop existing v.v

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Sorry I wont bother you guys with my stupid shit

God damn fuck my life.

Idk where to start

My gf, bless her fucking soul and heart, suffers so much but she acts like such a fucking bitch to me at times and it fucking irritates me and I blow up on her every once in a while and that causes her to blow up on me for no damn reason