Message from @Coal

Discord ID: 569590789261230139


2019-04-21 17:43:40 UTC  

I'll ever ask is a hug

2019-04-21 17:43:45 UTC  

ALso if you need help

2019-04-21 17:43:47 UTC  

or to vent

2019-04-21 17:43:58 UTC  

and its personal i can keep secrets and it will stay in dms

2019-04-21 17:55:13 UTC  

I left a server last night that I actually liked because I kept fucking up, mostly with posting stuff I find funny, I just kept spamming shit trying to make everyone laugh, which is what I did here too, and people got really mad at me and I just felt really really bad

2019-04-21 17:55:18 UTC  

so I just left cuz Im trash

2019-04-21 17:59:46 UTC  

TRhey didnt really like me there anyway since to them im just a degen furry or something

2019-04-21 18:00:32 UTC  

Fuck my issues arent even that big compared to youguys and I just feel terrible bogging you guys down with this crap

2019-04-21 18:00:33 UTC  

sorry

2019-04-21 18:04:20 UTC  

relax, coal

2019-04-21 18:04:24 UTC  

you're ok here

2019-04-21 18:04:30 UTC  

vent as much as you like

2019-04-21 18:05:12 UTC  

....

2019-04-21 18:05:24 UTC  

its fine..I vented what I wanted...sorry

2019-04-21 18:06:40 UTC  

it's ok lmao

2019-04-21 18:06:46 UTC  

:)

2019-04-21 18:06:53 UTC  

No need to apologize

2019-04-21 18:07:01 UTC  

That's what the feels channel is for

2019-04-21 18:10:13 UTC  

Yeah...okay

2019-04-21 18:15:08 UTC  

what's wrong buddy

2019-04-21 18:30:26 UTC  

Ah nothing

2019-04-21 18:30:27 UTC  

im just really happy....*Hugged*

2019-04-21 18:30:27 UTC  

well happy and sad

2019-04-21 18:30:29 UTC  

I Know i cant help everyone or make everyone happy

2019-04-21 23:21:16 UTC  

Meh

2019-04-22 05:08:09 UTC  

I'm not sure how to describe my feelings right now but recently I've just been feeling emotionally drained

2019-04-22 05:08:47 UTC  

As if I've been loosing hope or something

2019-04-22 05:10:54 UTC  

Not sure if it's because i haven't gotten a call back for any places I've applied to, the fact that i haven't been as social as I'd liked, or the fact that it has been 2 months sisnce my family took custody of my little cousin and I've been getting tired of it or what

2019-04-22 05:11:13 UTC  

I just don't feel emotionally well

2019-04-22 05:16:26 UTC  

😦 I can understand that frustration. Social interaction isn't as common anymore.

2019-04-22 10:56:44 UTC  

Maybe something to do with you being Mexican?

2019-04-22 10:56:48 UTC  

Or your resume?

2019-04-22 10:57:06 UTC  

If it's the Mexican thing then call out your employers for racism and get them demonized by CNN <:tricks:558624501605335040>

2019-04-22 15:34:12 UTC  

Amerikek

2019-04-22 15:34:28 UTC  

Keep the shit posting out of feels unless it's appropriate

2019-04-22 15:42:20 UTC  

<:THISTBH:540714087261143055>

2019-04-22 15:42:24 UTC  

Alright.

2019-04-22 15:42:34 UTC  

But in all seriousness, maybe it has to do with experience?

2019-04-22 15:42:49 UTC  

Or something on your permanent record?

2019-04-22 15:46:27 UTC  

I doubt it's anything on my record seeing how i tried to keep it clean, so probably it's the experience

2019-04-22 15:47:44 UTC  

Well what's your experience?