Like this guy

This fucking tard

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C8LVD2kO4TE

heres a good video made about it

its 40 minutes but it goes through everthing

even the stuff that wasnt really paid attention to cause of the james charels shit

I don't know why, but using honk emoji does something for me

That everything will be okay

makes you wett?

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fuckin trap fembois

Bitch I'm being serious

For once in your lifetime learn how to shut the fuck up

no

Okay

That's okay

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Everything will be okay

@Higura does she actually have aids??

fuck if i know

i was mostly shitposting

tbh i never followed the pro jared thing. i just saw him in the sailor moon outfit lmao

I've let it stew for a long time today

I talked with a friend and after looking back and thinking about it long and hard, I realized that the guy I like really doesn't get that much positive attention

He's been sober for almost 9 months, and he probably doesn't get much positive attention; his schedule is: 5am wake up, go to addict meeting, go to work, leave work at 11pm, go to bed do it over every day

When I started working, he was training me and he was really stern and kinda mean/hard, but from day one I've been nice to him and polite (I try to be so with everyone, but sometimes my patience is very thin), and his demeanor and attitude changed. I told him I respect him one night.
Another night he was having a really bad day, and we walked out to the parking lot, I told him to drive safely and he grumbled about it. I told him that I cared about him and his tone changed and he said that *I* should drive safely and that he cared about me.

yesterday night, I was standing in the corner eating my burger and lazy coworker came over and started doing some banter (he's not very good at it though), guy I like walked by and I pointed at lazy coworker and jokingly said "he's bullying me!" and he was just "ARE YOU BULLYING HER, YOU BETTER STOP" in a combination of a joking tone and a tone of "I'll break your fucking bones"

If he's a bit older than you he might be feeling more of a protective instinct toward you.

I realize now that I'm probably the only person who's been nice to him like that in a really long time and that he's rejected me because he's afraid he's going to hurt my feelings

Feels fucking bad, my dudes

Sounds like you are doing somewhat better, good luck in the future.

Keep him around but dont force things

His demeanor at work has changed a lot. When I started, he was really stern and now he seems happier and more eager to work. He smiles more and he gives me a soft smile and winks at me occassionally

I also realized that I sometimes catch him off guard when I ask him stuff, he does that thing where he won't look me in the eye and fiddles with stuff

He obviously likes you alot but just doesnt know how to approach it

whihc is probably why he wont go into a relationship because in general he is just really unsure of things

He's a recovering heroin addict

Thats fantastic

im glad he managed to get off that terrible shit

My point is: he's obviously been absolutely fucking miserable for a long time and just by being nice to him, he's probably feeling a lot better and is more motivated to stay clean

:((
>tfw probably only wholesome influence in his life