Today hurts

Just sitting in a dark room waiting for 4:30 to roll around to go and stand in a funeral home and try not strangle people.

Everything hurts and I'm tired.

I'm sorry to hear that Otto.

I hope it gets better for you today.

Happy birthday chap.

Stay strong otto, we're here for you

Sorry bro

We are here for you Otto

Sorry man

You ever just hate yourself

All the time

sorry that sucks

I just feel a load of self hatred and it’s slowly getting worse and worse until one day something bad happens, something terrible is going to happen and I won’t be able to stop it because I’m too busy fight off my own sorry ass from being happy

Tfw i managed to go from 155-163 to 140lb in over a month just by working out and cutting out fat from my diet

And peanuts

And peanuts

Peanuts are supreme

But fuck me dude, havent felt this light in a really long time

It's fucking great

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>inb4 Templar does sports

hell yeah my guy haha

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tfw i can never get that low because of my frame and muscle <:feelsbadman:589929333074821140>

I still have a bit of baby fat in the gut, but even still i feel fucking great

@Arizona Ice 🅱 get swol

tfw im working on it lmao

Swol bro

Eyy

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i used to be way bigger but i stopped working out because i didnt have a gym around here but ibve been getting bigger again recently

i do need to lose some fat though lmfao im way too into cooking for my bodys own good

Know the feel kek

I actually felt like I wanted to die

i have to go out though

im not going to die

dont worry im just angry as fuck right now

need a walk

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