Just new to the faggot organ that is the heart

Not heart

Dumb brain

I'm high functioning ocd so I get obsessed over people and things to the point of hurting myself

If I compared the particular perspective to an annihilating beam that seeks to destroy all in sight: would that be an accurate comparison?

I guess

Also im a little bothered for other reasons

oof

Job situation sounds rough

There's a guy here, a janitor, he kinda tried to flirt with me last night and he was just sitting in front if my car fucking leering at me

Egh

The lead in to a depressive slump usually goes something like that. Can be a few reasons, but tuning diet can help. Gut microbiome has a lot of play on mood. Esp after poor diet due to depression.

Don't drink when you're sad bois

I'm just going to brush it off as my bad mood and taking things the wrong way because im upset but I didn't like that look

Just be aware

I am

I can't keep my pistol in my car because tribal government laws at my place of employment but I'm thinking of attaching a lock box to under my seat anyways

Tonight's a bad night

You can kill someone by ramming their septium up into their brain with relatively little force. Should you need tha bit of info.

Use a stabby boi

I need to get a better knife tbh

You'd be surprised how a simple pencil can do damage

Anyways, im going to start trying to look at other jobs

My knife is shit

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Hey look on the brightside

At least you have a job

Even if it is shit

I try to keep that attitude

Day trading is the ultimate job if you have the patience and aptitude for it

Or good at mafs

I use it to cut fruit, trailer seals, myself, homeless people, wires, plants, paracord and sometimes use it as a screwdriver

Bit of a hobbiest so i have a box cutter and an exacto knife by my bed side

And have a knife in my former car before it died on me

`can i get an F for my nissan shit box`

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Fork lift at shipper broke, been sitting for a day and a half, on otherside of country, I wanna go home

I'm sorry country

I'll live

Tell them to ship the trailer back and leave