That's what I am doing more or less. Just do whatever. Enjoy the time left.

What're you doing for fun lately?

I keep prepping for the boogaloo, but tbh I'm not sure if anything I did in the boog would make a difference. Just laying in bed and wishing the world wasn't fucked

Vidya games, sleep meds

collecting military gear on and off

lots of sleep too

Getting a shitload of exercise.

Keep being told I've lost a lot of weight, but I don't see it

What do the numbers say?

I don't own a scale, so idk

Well I bet you're getting thinner

Walk an hour to and from work for a 10 hour shift where I'm constantly on my feet

I'd say so

(not a communist retard don't worry) listened to this soviet song from 1940... it's lyrics are really cute

katyusha, the song is basically the book i wrote

i see

@Foogals you should never stop caring (I know how hard it can be to keep hope), we just need to bide our time and be observant. One day the hour will come when we set everything right

You ever just walk around in town on a busy day and go "man, i wish i was better at being social"

that's like 50% of what I say here, in other words, hell yeah

Yeah been wanting to be more social but i just don't know how

My mom came home completely drunk.

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She coulda killed someone.

She could've gotten killed.

She somehow made it here.

And she's still an asshole like usual.

It's a miracle she came unscathed other than a twisted leg, but god damn brosefs, I don't know how much more of this I can take.

@Deleted User i'm sorry man

It's fine, it's not your fault.

It's like she has no humility.

is your mom an unmindful person?

Idk.

She just seems like a narcissist.

I think it's time you confront your mom

Not in the morning but after tomorrow

She's clearly getting unhinged

I really should, but it always turns into a fight because she doesn't want to talk about it.

Also I suspect she's sending nudes to her boyfriend.

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that's normal. don't try to think about it

unless the boyfriend is not a good person?