But nah, she wouldn't do that

And the only one to give a fuck about the orchards and fields behind the dorm is me

I haven't seen anyone else there yet and I've been going on walks daily over there

Is it pretty? Or just secluded

Only thing I had to worry about so far today was getting my work done and not pissing on my cats head.

Both

It's really pretty and you can see to Austria from two of the hills

And not much people go there

Mostly just people walking their dogs, field/orchard/winery workers

And it's far away from town

Chezovokia has wine orchards? I thought that was a Italy thing.
They only think I know about that country is it's near Croatia and some hot chick made a video finger banging herself in a church

Why is everything so hopeless?

I'm not even fucking doing anything with my life

No one wants my help

There's always a more experienced person

What is the fucking point in applying for jobs when they'll always hire someone more experienced for a literal fucking entry level position

And it is! It's an entry level position which requires no skill

And they gotta get the "most qualified person"

It's so meaningless

Know the feel txt. Same shits been happening to me

It really just feels so completely hopeless

I wonder... if I run out my entire gap year as a NEET and then go and do university

Will I still have the same problem when I'm done?

Who am I kidding ofc I am

Sadly yes

Everyone is going to college now

And when that happens, guess I move to the colonies

As a result jobs no longer care if you have an education

All that matter is if you can work now

No that doesnt matter either

Doesnt matter if you can work "now"

whats the job?

Anything

Literally fucking anything

like wage cuck jobs

yeah

I just left college (Brit college, equivalent of US high school)

So I gotta find some work

trade school

And they're looking for more experienced retail clerks

And thats not how it works