i think i lack any capacity for that

maybe you should summon it out of the frustration that the possibility for emotional investment is neglected to you, its kind of a robbery isnt it

I actually live with the idea that everyone despises me and wants me dead

its something i developed in school and really absorbed it forever into my brain

the reality is that they just dont care...

i guess its a psychological disorder

when ever i get these feelings i try to remind myself that they are way too egocentric

Paranoid?

Yeah maybe

Whenever i am around people, i assume they are working together against me

i can't really control it

it just pops out in my brain

That sounds like it for sure, I'm no psychologist though

this only happens when i am in a large crowd of people

sounds like something but im just a dude on the internet

honestly i have used the paranoia to feed my productivity

so i have always viewed it as a positive

How?

Same here, monk. I'm hardly ever complacent around multiple strangers.

maybe its because you are to wealthy. what about working on becoming a grey man and blend in?

Self reliance and learning new skills instead of asking ppl for help or advice

i do live like a hobo

and i dress like one as well

to chase of the women

Oh, it kind of forced you to do that

Sup bros

Nothing wrong with asking for help or advice, just dont rely solely on it.

fuck i can't sleep

drink more whiskey

its HHH himself 😮 thank you for producing such high quality content the one on musashi was most inspiring

F.

whag does F. mean

all thse young bucks use it

It's a reference to a COD Game.

From call of duty. Press f to oay respects

It means press F to pay respects.

lol

never played these but i remapped key in every game i played ever

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