I'm not saying you're lying, I'm saying there's something you're not addressing, yourself.

saturday is a day for me - and only me

like, if i go to work, since i'm going alone, my anxiety makes it even harder to stay there

Mhmm

Fight the Anxiety

it's not that easy, if there was a solution i'd do it

my doc's given me meds

but i don't take them

Nah, that anxiety's got a root, can't just tackle the symptom.

i hate meds

What'd he give you?

the meds are like alcohol

You get diagnosed for depression?

idk. some pills against it it's years ago tbh. i just said no i don't want to take anything

not depression no just general anxiety

This is why you should go outside

Enjoy like without seeking validation

the thing is, if i go outside right now, i will feel SUPER uncomfy

don't blind yourself by the way i'm typing i'm shy as fuck

i'm like a moron

@It's Luca "Uncomfy" how?

literally going outside, and i start sweating lightly

@It's Luca how Uncomfy?

look down

it's not easy to describe

i just want to go inside again

Unless a women is with you?

unless ANYONE is with me. like a friend or someone i know

then i'm so confident

like

you'd never expect me being not confident

That makes more sense

that's why i only get girls when i'm with someone

i'm like kinda that cool guy

and my goal is to be like this by myself

without the need of anyone

i really want a gf

but i can't do that alone somehow

i am nothing with a gf

But you're operating under a facade, yeah?

i have no hobbies... no life!