hi guys

i'm new

is this discord a place to learn how to get egrils

i'm new to mgtow

are you guys doing nofap too?

uh no but i come from hermit's youtube channel and i thought i'd find some assistance on going my own way

idk. people sharing stories, teaching stuff etc.

so are you guys successful with girls?

lmao

i can't seem to generate happiness without having a girl on my side

it feels like my life depends on a girl

and idk. how to fix it

i enjoy fitness and eating most of the time

it is definetly not sex

it's just having a girl next to me

yeah

wdym?

sorry i don't understand the question

i have social anxiety when i'm alone

but if i'm with someone i have self confidence

i can't generate any power alone, i need someone

yeah i'm more anxious in public when i'm alone

even if i just go through the streets

but if i have someone with me i'm super confident

most of the time i'm at home though

playing fallout 4 and modding nacked women into my game

i'm not afraid of anyone tbh. i don't even have thoughts about what they're thinking of me etc. but i just feel uncomfy

my dependence on girls

i don't want to depend on them

i'd like to generate happiness without a girl

for what else should i live?

there's nothing interesting to me than girls right now, friends are boring, partying is boring

gaming is boring

i just want to have sex

as i've said there's nothing that's appealing to me when exploring the outside

i live alone though, i'm 19 and get my apartment paid by the state

i'm fine with aggressive talking @MoonCore i know that i'm pathetic

i'm not unable to work, but i'm too lazy to work

in germany it's pretty easy to get support

yeah

you're not buying what?

i'm not lying i swear

i'm 19 and finished school now i'm getting support from the state

uh yeah? i hate working tbh

how is that unbelievable lmao

like, if i go to work, since i'm going alone, my anxiety makes it even harder to stay there

it's not that easy, if there was a solution i'd do it

my doc's given me meds

but i don't take them

i hate meds

the meds are like alcohol

idk. some pills against it it's years ago tbh. i just said no i don't want to take anything

not depression no just general anxiety

the thing is, if i go outside right now, i will feel SUPER uncomfy

don't blind yourself by the way i'm typing i'm shy as fuck

i'm like a moron

literally going outside, and i start sweating lightly

look down

it's not easy to describe

i just want to go inside again

unless ANYONE is with me. like a friend or someone i know

then i'm so confident

like

you'd never expect me being not confident

that's why i only get girls when i'm with someone

i'm like kinda that cool guy

and my goal is to be like this by myself

without the need of anyone

but i can't do that alone somehow

yeah @Five, Seven, and Two

so you mean i have like 2 personalities which are in conflict?

i mean i only have 1 personality, but it's suppressed

yeah i'm going to boxing in my freetime

a boxing club

i'm not

and i had several fleshlights yeah

i don't watch them no

which is your favorite fleshlight skin?

lmao

yeah that's why i often say no when a friend invites me to something i'm scared to ruin my image

yeah i'm on a phone call sorry, brb.

kinder bueno cures my depression

eh there is a doll channel

what is RLSD?

why can't i text in the doll channel?

oh

why do you assume i'm a doll hater

because i thought you were talking to me ^^

i wanted to ask for the best sites for europe

and just general discussion

i'm curious

Hey guys, what is the difference between the red pill and mgtow?

Thanks for clarification!

guys is mgtow only a american thing?

i watch all those videos and slowly my eyes become opened but i can't really see that problem in germany

or am i blind

kk

so all those facts that are mentioned in mgtow are not only for westernized women, but for every single woman?

gg

hurts to realize what a fucking retard i used to be