I wasted half of my life being down on myself. And I have all kinds of issues..

Women age like grapes.

I had a seriously bad break up that involved what appeared at the time a suicide attempt that turned out to be an extreme kink that broke me

Except for my mom. Who doesn't, apparently.

Now I'm terrified of inflicting that kind of damage on anyone else

pebbles does not age neaher do i

so we going to make forever babies

I was afraid of that too based on some of my circumstances.

and you can always get a younger chick

not too old but like normal age still fert

the formula is half your age + 7

So for 34 it would be 24. Aim low

see 24 is still good age desu

That's the age I married my wife. I was 32 at the time.

oh sorry she was 23

but yea keep working on self big guy

aint never to late to turn the ship around

/sig/ is def a good stop

start*

Work on yourself, increase your interaction opportunities, and don't be afraid to meet someone on the intenet.

There's a specialized dating site for everyone, but be sure to vet them before you give them $$$. Met my wife on a now extinct dating site.

get /fit/ then /rich/ then /thotties/

You don't understand.

see I don't agree with that reed.

I'm not looking for a wife or a girl or anything

I'm damaged goods and the idea of inflicting myself on someone else like that turns my stomach

I was like that from the age of 12 until I was 26.

naw we do we've been down the pass of nihilism

its a dark and never ending street

I have anxiety disorders, depression, low testosterone, and social anxiety as well.

That's just the short list.

Were I to get into a relationship with a girl I would have to know she's as slanted as I am.

Oh, and I was 500 pounds at one point.

I assure that exists.

Oh it does

Or they do I should say

I met one

Love of my life

So let me just say two things:

loves come and go big dawg T.boomer advice but its true

One. Do not go MGTOW. I have vast sympathy for them, but it is also a dead end.